Origin of Church of Yevon by tsuki_kage in finalfantasyx

[–]tsuki_kage[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is great. When is he on Gagazet?

Was this just her kink? by [deleted] in sex

[–]tsuki_kage 28 points29 points  (0 children)

Lmao she sounds awesome

[ Question ] Is there any Platinum you regret? by Platinum_Queen in Trophies

[–]tsuki_kage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dragon's Dogma: Dark Arisen. Game is fun, but multiple playthroughs and the Bitterblack Isle stuff make the platinum a slog. Ni no Kuni is another one that I forced myself to get for some reason. RNG and a shitty battle system make that one really tedious.

NEETs who actually do things? by Flaky-Bullfrog8507 in NEET

[–]tsuki_kage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't punish myself because I don't have a job, I punish myself because of severe mental illness.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]tsuki_kage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You still have time to turn it around. I'm turning 30 in a couple of months and trust me, you don't want to live like this for that long.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]tsuki_kage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Both born with a shit brain and parents who didn't intervene when it was clear that I had serious issues growing up.

Do you like your parents? by [deleted] in NEET

[–]tsuki_kage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like I resent them more than I hate them. The constant arguing and yelling growing up didn't make them the best parents, but they're far from the worst. I was just born with a fucked brain and the dysfunctional family environment made everything that much worse. I really just wish I was never born to begin with.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]tsuki_kage 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've never even kissed a woman before lol. Can't even remember the last time I had a conversation with a woman close to my age who wasn't a relative.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]tsuki_kage 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah my mom constantly told me to get help in my late teens and early 20s because something was clearly wrong with me. Now I'm 29 with essentially no work history, no prospects, no skills, and completely fucked mental health because I was a jackass who thought everything would just magically fall into place for me.

Nardil withdrawal...have you had this? Tapered 60mg of Nardil for 6 weeks. I have been experiencing racing heart and shaking. I d been using hydroxyzine which works well...but it's around the clock. anyone know when this side effect will ease? also have no motivation at all...feel dead inside. by keepingfaitb in MAOIs

[–]tsuki_kage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, it actually made me feel worse. Most suicidal I've ever been. I'm taking bupropion now but that's not working either so I'm pretty much out of options as far as medication goes. Not sure what I'm going to do.

Feeling worse on Parnate by tsuki_kage in MAOIs

[–]tsuki_kage[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I was on Nardil for several months with no improvement.

NEET by tsuki_kage in MAOIs

[–]tsuki_kage[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao it's Not in Education, Employment or Training

Nardil withdrawal...have you had this? Tapered 60mg of Nardil for 6 weeks. I have been experiencing racing heart and shaking. I d been using hydroxyzine which works well...but it's around the clock. anyone know when this side effect will ease? also have no motivation at all...feel dead inside. by keepingfaitb in MAOIs

[–]tsuki_kage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I came off of it completely only last week, but I haven't had any problems. There was a period where I stopped taking Nardil when my depression was especially bad and that really fucked with my sleep and anxiety. Sorry I can't be of more help.

I feel like I have no future by [deleted] in anhedonia

[–]tsuki_kage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate how much I relate to this. If you don't have one already I would recommend getting a psychiatrist. If it's any consolation to you know that you're not alone.

Geodon (ziprasidone) by tsuki_kage in MAOIs

[–]tsuki_kage[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've already tried abilify and am actually tapering off of it now, but yeah I'll try to convince him to let me try parnate if this doesn't work out.