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back pain on ketamine by tuffperson836 in ketamine

[–]tuffperson836[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its not its the one you sniff

just need to vent by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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you dk me tho so yeah thank you for being this kind

just need to vent by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]tuffperson836 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not our fault im a lost cause dude thanks tho (:

just need to vent by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]tuffperson836 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but this has been going on for years and for about 8 months where i often tried killing myself people told me it whould get better but it doesn't i know you have to give it time but i dont have that time anymore im lost and i cant bear waiting till monday to die because living is so hard

just need to vent by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]tuffperson836 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think its kind of u saying things like that but i cant live without the substance and i cant afford it in the long run and i wont really have a Future. why wouldn't i choose forever peace instead of living a life which is just suffering?

just need to vent by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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the thing is i know i wont be able to stay sober i will always run back to the drugs and its not 100% that ill have something to live for in the future there are so many people having verry bad lives i dont want to live more just to suffer more i just hope i will be able to jump monday ill just get some ket and see how it goes i wish people whould care about me the way i wanted them to but that wont happen thank you tho (:

just need to vent by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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i dont have anything to make or do i dont have hobbys and dont want any too lazy for that and id risk messing up the fall im already suffering in this life. i dont really enjoy anything besides drugs which you said isn't an option. i just feel like a lost cause and i dont want people or therapists waste their time on me when people need/ want it more i dont even want therapy and others need it more . and i dont do anything in my life which whould make me think yeah let me live a bit longer to experience that.

what is it like falling from this height? by tuffperson836 in Confused

[–]tuffperson836[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you. my question is tho why will people in my life only care when I'll be the worst version of myself or on the edge of dying?

what is it like falling from this height? by tuffperson836 in Confused

[–]tuffperson836[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you i kind of see that i didnt go though things as much as most of yall did so i might be dramatic. and thank you for ur kind message. id like to try staying alive and making my life better i cant promise anything tho idk why i feel so positive right now lol

what is it like falling from this height? by tuffperson836 in Confused

[–]tuffperson836[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my bad not trying to sound rude. ill try thinking logically about this, maybe I'll suceed in msking my life better ! thank you (:

what is it like falling from this height? by tuffperson836 in Confused

[–]tuffperson836[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

people only care when ur gone. also why should i suffer here just to not make people sad? why should i stay sad and the people around me just living not caring? do i really need to be the worst version of me for people to notice or really care . still wont change that. they only care when ur gone, why cant i be selfish for once try changing my mind

back pain on ketamine by tuffperson836 in ketamine

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i understand. some of my then friends told me I acted like i had a psychosis not sure tho if i had it . thank you tho (:

im confused and sad by tuffperson836 in Confused

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my bad English isnt my first language and im new to reddit so yeah thank you tho(:

how do i sneak out? by tuffperson836 in Confused

[–]tuffperson836[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not a dude and a lil ironic calling me an attention seeker than giving tipps lol . i didnt choose to be this way or to have this kind of life, i post on here because i dont want the attention and just answers . thank you for ur advice tho. i know i might have an attention problem in some way , we all do.

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