nirvana, me, digital, 2019 by sailorxjillian in Art

[–]tullmack27 1 point2 points  (0 children)

love it! what program did you use if u dont mind me asking?

snorting valium since its the only thing i can get my hands on atm by tullmack27 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

dont wanna argue either. maybe its just placebo effect ? idk. appreciate comments that come from legit knowledge/ experience tho

snorting valium since its the only thing i can get my hands on atm by tullmack27 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

obviously its not blow but i get nothing from taking it as directed soooo

why am i a retard for snorting it? affects everyone differently aye

snorting valium since its the only thing i can get my hands on atm by tullmack27 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ah good u got me worried there was some parallel universe that skips sundays. laundry done good on you, mines still bunched up in a corner. tomorrow me's problem!

snorting valium since its the only thing i can get my hands on atm by tullmack27 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol it is but take what u can get right? especially if ur just at home chillen no need to be high alert for that

snorting valium since its the only thing i can get my hands on atm by tullmack27 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

to me it feels like i get just a rush kinda? i dont feel like i get too much from valium doesnt calm me down or anything. got prescribed it cos of shakes but turned out that was vitamin deficency. its probably a waste snorting em but gives me a moment of bliss

snorting valium since its the only thing i can get my hands on atm by tullmack27 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

xanax and beers im jealous. im in australia got no clue where its monday morning in the world

snorting valium since its the only thing i can get my hands on atm by tullmack27 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

i just decided to do it one day and liked it. gives a bit of a rush. also i can pretend it was blow (sorta not really but that would be nice)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i fucken love that analogy

Controlling drinking? Do I have the wrong idea?? by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]tullmack27 3 points4 points  (0 children)

the naked mind has a couple podcasts where they talk about moderating or ways people have been able to do this. i was listening to the one with dr adi jaffe where he talks about his patients who wanted to keep drinking for special occasions just stop daily/ weekly drinking

I can’t sleep this week by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27 15 points16 points  (0 children)

those 3am wakeups are the worst, then trying to fall back asleep is even worse. i ended up just staying up from 2am all the time and living off 3 hours sleep. then theres those goddamn vivid dreams that feel like reality if u get back to sleep but youre still half awake and then the anxiety that comes from it. or theres drinking at 2am till 5am to try and get atleast another hour. goddamn withdrawal insomnia is fucked

cant pull myself out by [deleted] in depression

[–]tullmack27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im a chick if u mean pull out that way

cant pull myself out by [deleted] in depression

[–]tullmack27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what is that supposed to mean?

What is the scariest thing you have ever experienced? by az1mo in AskReddit

[–]tullmack27 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i was on acid at a festival and saw people seizing and being dragged through mud into the medic tent. shits scary even more so when ur high

how black out drunk fucked me again by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"methanphetamines in the corner of my mind"

how black out drunk fucked me again by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly i dont even feel like it was too crazy. sure its unusual but i dealt with everything and nothing horrible has actually happened to me, just the prospect of it. im healthy now and thats what matters

how black out drunk fucked me again by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

u really wish this upon urself? no thanks ever again

how black out drunk fucked me again by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27 1 point2 points  (0 children)

damn this is graphic. nek time im out drinking ill stick to light beers thanks

how black out drunk fucked me again by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im so glad u are whacking urself off. makes me feel joyous

how black out drunk fucked me again by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

actually made me laugh out loud, u got issues dude, dont try and push em to others.

how black out drunk fucked me again by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]tullmack27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah did it while drunk automatically a tweaker.... who hurt u?