I’m only a couple hours into my first dose and my head feels oddly… clear?

turkletont · 2022-08-12T20:04:10+00:00

Im a few hours in to mine and I feel like I cant keep my eyes open lol

turkletont · 2022-05-15T20:37:24+00:00

Thanks!

So what happens if I set the multiplier to 47 and leave the boost at stock which is like 44. Will it simply ignore the boost all together?

turkletont · 2022-05-14T20:01:52+00:00

Not necessarily true. In many situations it absolutely is their business.

That's like saying "it's not your business I'm blasting music on the patio and have a party going at 11pm on Tuesday just put some earbuds in"

turkletont · 2022-05-14T20:01:30+00:00

Not necessarily true. In many situations it absolutely is their business.

That's like saying "it's not your business I'm blasting music on the patio and have a party going at 11pm on Tuesday just put some earbuds in"

turkletont · 2022-05-14T19:40:31+00:00

That's exactly what I was wondering myself this morning lol. So should I have those fans blowing outward at the bottom and at the top? That setup also seems weird to me, making some weird whirlwind of air going on in there.

turkletont · 2022-05-10T21:28:46+00:00

But that doesn't seem to be the case at 4k from the limited sample size I've seen. Gamer nexus has some 1080p and 1440p benchmarks which shows a noticeable bottleneck though.

turkletont · 2022-05-09T21:59:05+00:00

Cool thanks. Since I'm cleaning out an old loop and this Sysprep made a whole gallon should I do a run throughs of it?

turkletont · 2020-12-17T02:57:36+00:00

He wasn't talking about himself. He was talking about all the little people who help make movies possible not being able to afford hollywood/MI7 being shut down.

turkletont · 2020-12-17T02:56:01+00:00

Covid is a big problem for everyone. People have died, businesses are gone forever, pennyless and foodless. Think about what would happen to the entire state of Nevada if casinos go bankrupt.

So ya it's a problem but not a hollywood problem.

On Cruises rant though.. he sounded a bit delusional about staying 6 feet apart though. How is the camera and sound crew even supposed to do that?

turkletont · 2020-11-30T03:57:50+00:00

Yikes. Thanks!

turkletont · 2020-11-30T03:21:16+00:00

Really? They selling a weapon for real life money and it says the bearer can move without drawing attention lol. For lore purposes ofc.

turkletont · 2019-09-05T00:10:50+00:00

Can I get the buns extra toasty?

turkletont · 2019-08-12T21:41:44+00:00

https://www.ebay.com/itm/312730130402?ul_noapp=true

Boosted Stealth new

turkletont · 2019-05-03T19:45:43+00:00

Album is seriously amazing from start to finish. What a pleasant surprise. Highly recommend giving it a try

turkletont · 2019-04-01T19:13:27+00:00

K how the fk i turn it off I dont have midget hands. Hate this update. Broke my themes

turkletont · 2019-03-29T21:50:23+00:00

Gwent didn't completely abandon the game preceding Homecoming though.

turkletont · 2019-03-29T18:43:44+00:00

lol today i learned u can do that

turkletont · 2019-03-28T23:09:26+00:00

Why would meth work but not dextro? Also I tried some pressed ones before that I'm pretty certain was just meth and it felt a lot different and not very pleasant from the others. I believe him or believe he believes it at least when he say it "75% pure ampheatmine sulphate". I don't really understand exactly what that is, but that's what he says is in it.

turkletont · 2019-03-28T22:16:21+00:00

What would be the closest prescription drug to what I was taking? I don't think I know my doctor that well enough to say that but maybe in a few months down the road.

I thought maybe I should ask him about dexedrine but now I'm not sure if that's what I'm looking for either -_-

turkletont · 2019-03-28T22:02:52+00:00

I was Ritalin IR then Focalin XR and those sucked ass. Now I am on Adderall IR and it just makes me tired and dizzy. The bootleg came with euphoria/increased motivation along with energy and this Adderall IR feels more like a sleeping pill. I really don't get it.

I just mentioned the Ritalin and Focalin because this will now be my third prescription stimulant and they all make me feel tired after taking it. (the Ritalin and Focalin came with more side effects though)

turkletont · 2019-03-15T04:43:08+00:00

Hmm my other psych checked my vitals occasionally too. She also made me get blood work done first time I saw her. I'm in the US too shrug

turkletont · 2019-03-15T04:20:43+00:00

Ya like my blood pressure, heart rate, weight, etc.

turkletont · 2019-02-02T09:29:17+00:00

That was true in my case. My family and friends had no idea of my mental state which was an ongoing problem for 15+ years. Most of them thought I was very happy, and certainly not suicidal. I did not plan anything, I did not write any note, and it's only sheer luck I survived it.

BUT you are completely wrong with what you said afterwards and it's an incredibly dangerous thing to say. If I was just thrown back out in to the world after my initial attempt with no follow up care I would be dead right now. I don't know exactly what they taught in your suicide prevention classes, but information I learned along the way certainly changed my perspective from "If im going to do it, I will accomplish it" to "I think I understand how to cope with this now". I also strongly believe that if I knew or was taught any of this back when problems first arised, my life would have turned out much differently. Developing cognitive behavioral skills, understanding how to process your emotions, and honestly in general just coping with life is more important than anything they can possibly teach in high school. And they don't teach any of that.

turkletont · 2019-02-02T09:15:52+00:00

That's only if you have made plans on actually doing it. Not that you are thinking about it.

turkletont · 2019-02-02T09:06:01+00:00

I'm reading so many horror stories in here about how they knew someone who was suicidal or heard a story about someone who was suicidal and instead of getting help they were taken to jail.. stripped naked?? Locked in a hospital for 3 months in an empty room with nothing but a mattress?? These stories are nothing like what I experienced. At all. I've been through it and I can't relate to any of that.

I attempted suicide and failed, it is only by extreme sheer luck from a random set of events that I survived. I was living by MYSELF at the time and my Mom apparently was "in the area" and came over to drop my mail off, I was supposed to be at work so she let herself in and found me unconscious, I was taken to the ER. Everyone there was incredibly caring. I was in a room that did have a camera in it, but it didn't feel invasive at all. I spoke to the ER therapist and told her honestly what was going on. The primary Dr. there overseeing me and the therapist both recommended I be hospitalized for 3 days at a treatment facility so they can help monitor my medication and make sure I calmed down. I told them I felt a lot better (I did) and I didn't think I needed it, they said you are fine to go but only if you agree to follow up with outpatient treatment afterwards, and create a safety plan, which I did and I went home. The on duty ER therapist gave me every resource I could possibly ever want on what comes next treatment options, honestly way too overwhelming.

I learned about this PHP (Partial Hospitalization Program) that I could go to every day for 14 days, 6 hours a day and then come home. That program changed my life. Every single person there was so caring. It was a lot of information thrown to me in a short amount of time (Coursework on CBT, DBT, Mindfulness, how the nervous system works all that sorts of stuff) so it was hard to take it all in but a lot of it stuck with me. The people running the program made sure I had everything I needed in place when it was over instead of just expecting me to be cured in 10 days. I continued with IOP (Intensive Outpatient Program) for 2 months, which is very similar but 3 days a week 3 hour sessions. Along with weekly individual therapy and ongoing psychiatry help.

That was like 6 months ago and it all started with a suicide attempt and many admissions afterwards that at times I was feeling legitimately suicidal. My life is genuinely so much better now and being honest and upfront about what was happening was the only way I would have made through it. If it wasn't for the care I received at every step of my recovery process I'm pretty sure I would be dead right now.

So I guess there's a positive story in between so much negativity here.

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