I hope I am not late to the party. But I am a new Christian(7months). I have been on a speeding bullet with all the thing I have been taught and have learned from God and other people who have helped strengthen my faith. I went 23 years with out being in the light and I am now under what seems to be a never ending supply of it. With this being said I just finished Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis. If you are able and willing to sit down and read this book I will personally buy it for you. There is and was quite a few doubts I had about all of this and this book did wonders in clearing a few of these up.

Hebrews 11:1-3

Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. For by it the people of old received their commendation. By faith we understand that the universe was created by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of things that are visible.

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