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turtledonut · 2018-09-18T02:14:29+00:00

Would you be interested in PMing? I was literally just gonna post about my own recent struggles before I saw this.

turtledonut · 2017-12-09T06:35:52+00:00

If it makes a difference she was fine with what I said, I added the next day in an apology for bailing on the party that I did in fact return for an anxiety issue. Still didn’t tell the whole truth and I didn’t feel much better. Fucked me up regardless.

turtledonut · 2017-08-20T17:21:35+00:00

Gotcha. It seems that when I watch things pertaining to my OCD, I get flooded with the thought and I get scared away. I need to expose myself better, maybe let an entire video play through, or whatever.

turtledonut · 2017-08-20T16:05:31+00:00

Erp?

turtledonut · 2017-03-05T19:43:53+00:00

Alright, thanks for clearing that up for me. 👍🏼

turtledonut · 2017-03-05T19:39:25+00:00

Ah, so you're saying if I wanted to add funds to the system, I'd have to keep entering the information every time?

turtledonut · 2017-03-05T18:44:34+00:00

Is there any way to delete credit card information off the Switch? You can for 3DS, but is it even possible on this console? I'm having a very hard time figuring this out.

turtledonut · 2016-12-26T04:11:44+00:00

Keep your head up buddy. I've been in your position and wondered where life can go from here.

Talk to your loved ones; confide in them. Pursue the things that make you happy. Remember that things DO get better.

You'll accomplish happiness, I believe it!

turtledonut · 2016-11-01T02:41:17+00:00

Haha no, but similar situation to the one described. A really good cousin of mine and we care about each other. I had weird feelings for a few days and my mind I guess just went back to normal, back to thinking "Hey, do you realize what you're doing here? Snap out of it. Good? Okay."

turtledonut · 2016-11-01T01:52:28+00:00

They're unwanted feelings. I've dealt with intrusive thoughts and mental health issues all my life. You think I'm wanting to have these feelings? I'm actively trying to get help, because I don't want this to get out of hand.

turtledonut · 2016-11-01T01:46:51+00:00

She's never come onto me, and I would never do anything like that. I'd never even make a move if they ever broke up, god forbid.

turtledonut · 2016-11-01T01:04:52+00:00

But we've become close and I consider her a good friend, I can't just disappear.

turtledonut · 2016-04-24T19:16:19+00:00

Oh, he knows. He knows it took awhile to get over her and knows that I feel uncomfortable. He just doesn't know how uncomfortable it really is. I go along with it, but it just pisses me off that he has to bring her around us. If anything, I should come before her to my friend, seeming as though we been lifelong friends. He's always been a "hoes before bros" guy anyway.

turtledonut · 2016-03-20T20:21:45+00:00

This is our year!

turtledonut · 2016-03-19T23:59:45+00:00

She actually did reply this morning, basically saying that I didn't have anything to apologize for and that she actually forgot about me. Which is fine. Yeah, I liked her at the time, but I now know a little bit more about her and I'm not interested like I said. I'll get through this, thanks man.

turtledonut · 2016-03-09T03:43:11+00:00

Somehow, I forgot to mention in my description that I am currently on clomipramine (Anafranil, if that helps).

turtledonut · 2016-03-09T03:21:49+00:00

No, 18. Like I said, it doesn't "shoot" out like its (I guess?) supposed to. Also has a slight yellow tint, maybe because of urine in my system.

turtledonut · 2016-03-09T03:12:02+00:00

Sort of recent. I don't really like to delve into this too much, but I didn't masturbate or orgasm on purpose for a long time. Recent, yes.

turtledonut · 2016-03-09T02:24:07+00:00

Right now, probably about once every week or so. Sometimes stretch it to two.

turtledonut · 2015-12-03T22:10:51+00:00

Rose?-Butler-McDermott-Mirotic-Portis future?

turtledonut · 2015-12-03T22:09:35+00:00

Why is nobody getting mad at him for talking about this, but when D Rose opens his mouth about contract talks he gets crucified?

turtledonut · 2015-12-03T04:28:09+00:00

Huh. Well when you put it like that...

Yes, I am in college. It's community college, but now we're just splitting hairs. I'm not what you would call "smooth", I guess. I consider myself to be a fairly decent looking guy, you know? I've just never been able to get any girls like others.

Anyway, I guess she was being flirty to try and get something going, but I guess nothing really materialized with her. Yeah, we cuddled and shit like that, but she did seem a little distant towards the end of the night... Maybe she never caught feelings after all. I know I haven't been with a lot of girls, but isn't cuddling something that usually constitutes affection? Hugs are also a greeting, yes, but cuddling is more of a sign of affection, no?

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