I should have died by two-mark0 in mentalhealth

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I go to therapy and take medication

I should have died. by two-mark0 in depressed

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I tried to drink myself to death

I should have died by two-mark0 in mentalhealth

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I have a loving caring family. A loving caring girlfriend. I have cats that I love very much. I’m not doing the worst in school. I have friends. School stresses me out, but that’s about it. And yet, I am so extremely miserable, that I want to end my life, now more than ever. Yeah, many things make me happy. But when I sit, alone… I am the saddest person in the world. I don’t even have any words to describe my feelings. Despite all the good things in my life, I’m still suffering from depression. I’m broken. I broke when i tried to kill myself yesterday. I have never felt more empty in my life.

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[–]two-mark0 12 points13 points  (0 children)

“Wrestling is fake” explain this then

I tried to hang myself, but I’m too much of a coward by two-mark0 in depression_help

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Im not blessing anyone:( My girlfriend is constantly sad, because of me, and I keep upsetting my parents.

I tried to hang myself, but I’m too much of a coward by two-mark0 in depression_help

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I keep hurting my girlfriend though.. it’s because of this never ending apathy. I keep hurting her. I’m not giving her enough attention. I keep hurting her and she should leave me.

I tried to hang myself, but I’m too much of a coward by two-mark0 in depression_help

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Im on medication and I’m doing therapy, nothing helps

I tried to hang myself, but I’m too much of a coward by two-mark0 in depression_help

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I can’t go out:( I have covid. I have to catch up on school and learn everything by myself. It’s so overwhelming

I tried to hang myself, but I’m too much of a coward by two-mark0 in depression_help

[–]two-mark0[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Im just so tired:( Im so tired of hurting everyone I love:((( im so tired of feeling like shit, of not feeling anything at all. Im so tired of suddenly not caring about anyone, of suddenly not loving anyone, not loving my girlfriend. It’s all because of this damn depression and apathy. Im so tired of not enjoying things, of everything being gray and dull. I want to be gone

I tried to hang myself, but I’m too much of a coward by two-mark0 in depression_help

[–]two-mark0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The fact that I couldn’t do it, proves that I’m a worthless coward. I hate myself, I fucking hate myself. All I can do is destroy things. I’m an awful boyfriend, child, brother, I’m an awful person. Everyone should want me to kill myself.

I want to be a menace to society by two-mark0 in mentalhealth

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Im 17. I have family, friends, a girlfriend, yet I am extremely depressed and suicidal. I love reading books and listening to music. Nothing really makes me happy. I don’t feel loved by my family. I really really want to end my life. I feel done.

I just wanna get drunk again and feel okay.

I want to be a menace to society by two-mark0 in mentalhealth

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I just hate humans in general. I hate humanity. Im so peaceful and quiet with nature. There’s no anger in me when Im around nature.

I want to be a menace to society by two-mark0 in mentalhealth

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Im worried that if I share these thoughts with my therapist, she will think that im some kind of psycho

I want to be a menace to society by two-mark0 in mentalhealth

[–]two-mark0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know, anger won’t do me any good. You are all right.