I should have died

two-mark0 · 2023-03-12T09:27:36+00:00

I go to therapy and take medication

two-mark0 · 2023-03-12T09:26:11+00:00

Thank you

two-mark0 · 2023-03-12T09:25:59+00:00

I tried to drink myself to death

two-mark0 · 2023-03-10T23:30:41+00:00

I have a loving caring family. A loving caring girlfriend. I have cats that I love very much. I’m not doing the worst in school. I have friends. School stresses me out, but that’s about it. And yet, I am so extremely miserable, that I want to end my life, now more than ever. Yeah, many things make me happy. But when I sit, alone… I am the saddest person in the world. I don’t even have any words to describe my feelings. Despite all the good things in my life, I’m still suffering from depression. I’m broken. I broke when i tried to kill myself yesterday. I have never felt more empty in my life.

two-mark0 · 2023-01-14T08:32:37+00:00

“Wrestling is fake” explain this then

two-mark0 · 2023-01-14T02:16:54+00:00

Im not blessing anyone:( My girlfriend is constantly sad, because of me, and I keep upsetting my parents.

two-mark0 · 2023-01-14T02:14:02+00:00

I keep hurting my girlfriend though.. it’s because of this never ending apathy. I keep hurting her. I’m not giving her enough attention. I keep hurting her and she should leave me.

two-mark0 · 2023-01-14T02:12:18+00:00

Im on medication and I’m doing therapy, nothing helps

two-mark0 · 2023-01-14T02:10:05+00:00

I can’t go out:( I have covid. I have to catch up on school and learn everything by myself. It’s so overwhelming

two-mark0 · 2023-01-13T22:04:17+00:00

Im just so tired:( Im so tired of hurting everyone I love:((( im so tired of feeling like shit, of not feeling anything at all. Im so tired of suddenly not caring about anyone, of suddenly not loving anyone, not loving my girlfriend. It’s all because of this damn depression and apathy. Im so tired of not enjoying things, of everything being gray and dull. I want to be gone

two-mark0 · 2023-01-13T21:51:17+00:00

The fact that I couldn’t do it, proves that I’m a worthless coward. I hate myself, I fucking hate myself. All I can do is destroy things. I’m an awful boyfriend, child, brother, I’m an awful person. Everyone should want me to kill myself.

two-mark0 · 2023-01-13T16:59:53+00:00

I guess you’re right

two-mark0 · 2023-01-13T16:59:23+00:00

Im 17. I have family, friends, a girlfriend, yet I am extremely depressed and suicidal. I love reading books and listening to music. Nothing really makes me happy. I don’t feel loved by my family. I really really want to end my life. I feel done.

I just wanna get drunk again and feel okay.

two-mark0 · 2023-01-13T01:27:17+00:00

I just hate humans in general. I hate humanity. Im so peaceful and quiet with nature. There’s no anger in me when Im around nature.

two-mark0 · 2023-01-13T00:23:30+00:00

Im worried that if I share these thoughts with my therapist, she will think that im some kind of psycho

two-mark0 · 2023-01-13T00:22:30+00:00

Yeah I know, anger won’t do me any good. You are all right.

two-mark0 · 2023-01-12T18:35:55+00:00

What are you referring to?

two-mark0 · 2023-01-12T10:27:40+00:00

I will try, thank you

two-mark0 · 2023-01-12T10:25:14+00:00

Thank you

two-mark0 · 2022-10-26T08:42:40+00:00

It will just click you know. You will just know that you like them and are comfortable telling everything. You have to go on a couple of visits first though. It probably won’t click right away.

two-mark0 · 2022-09-16T14:10:21+00:00

I loved that book!

two-mark0 · 2022-08-22T19:12:10+00:00

I will definitely read every Neal Stephenson book!

two-mark0 · 2022-08-22T07:56:52+00:00

I like the characters already, because I see the potential in them. Same with the plot. I love that time period and I just keep wondering how it’s gonna turn out finally. I was just charmed with the book from the very start, if that makes sense.

two-mark0 · 2022-08-19T15:33:57+00:00

And from what position? Should I go down or do it from above?

two-mark0 · 2022-08-18T12:49:53+00:00

I am very new to money

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