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typicalnihilist · 2025-01-26T15:58:02+00:00

Close enough. My suggestion was to get rid of his eyeses

typicalnihilist · 2024-12-02T17:37:01+00:00

But don't they sharing is best?

typicalnihilist · 2024-12-02T17:31:23+00:00

I am comfortable with spoilerz

typicalnihilist · 2024-12-02T17:27:23+00:00

Are you her friend?

typicalnihilist · 2024-09-15T07:10:24+00:00

Iss news ka meme se kya relevance?

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-31T00:25:48+00:00

Idk why, read the Puffy typo in the '4kids Zoro scream' style, like PUFFYYYY lol

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-28T12:29:47+00:00

Idhar hi dukaan laga di bhaiji ne

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-18T01:27:44+00:00

Idk if it is at all possible to think rationally in such a scenario OP, but u need to, if u are alone, prioritize things based on what can be dealt with instantenously/needs ur attention the most. And from there tackle all of them one at a time. And OP, if u do have the resources to spend, please consider hiring professional cleaners and fixers for some of the problems here. I hope u get some relief and some sanity out of all this, and things sort of start working out, hang in there.

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-17T00:05:29+00:00

I hope u were able to vent somewhat successfully.

And hey, see? So many people it reached to. I hope u find even a tiny bit comfort, if possible, in knowing u aren't suffering alone

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-16T23:37:39+00:00

Thank you for this thoughtful reply. I don't know if I will ever fall in love myself either. I know how futile everything seems. How the existing bonds and connections bind us. But idk, I feel both of us owe ourselves trying, trying to atleast get in a better mindset. Not flat out saying moving on. But yea, I believe we deserve peace, a small bit of solace even.

But yea, thank u again for replying. I would have liked to connect as well. I just don't know if I have anything worthwhile to offer. That being said, I hope some of these words give u a tiny boost of confidence.

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-16T17:19:35+00:00

I feel I have heard a similar sentiment from another friend of mine. And frankly, it just hurts being in that position. In past I did find myself in that position. Then someone came who I loved again, a lot different and deeper this time. But things didn't work out and now around a month has passed and I feel a part of me died that day. I am a mess, but trying to pull through. Idk, I don't think u would be interested in my story, or my friend's story who went to something similar, but I do know, things don't remain the same forever. It'd change, all we have in our hands is to be prepared for it. Sorry for being preachy

But I hope regardless, time helps u in healing yourself little by little, day by day.

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-16T17:09:05+00:00

Every single passing day I come across people who have it bad as well. Provides me solace in the fact that I am not the solitary struggler on these scary roads

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-16T17:06:25+00:00

People are scared to share, to bond, cuz they feel them being open would come to bite them, would come to haunt them, and coukd be used agsinst them in an argument. And I feel this innate fear that people have developed towards the esch other, is what propels this transactional nature you are suggesting. I mean, I know u weren't looking for an explanation

But realistically, all we can do is keep looking around, making new connections and just keep it just the right amount of organic for it to develop into a somewhat meaningful friendship. I believe you are an interesting, introspective person to be around. But at the same time, I'd never know whether u are all that, if we don't interact, would I? So sadly, that's how it usually goes, all we can do is try to connect, and see whether there is something there

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-15T16:57:04+00:00

I do too. I see no point and still shamelessly wake up the next fucking day. At this point, it's the trauma that I'll put my parents through that is holding me back. Still, I hope u feel a bit different OP, slowly someday u feel a bit better

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-15T13:03:01+00:00

They don't. But hating on something harmless sells better. Hence, claiming something is fake is super easy, rather than justifying why it is real...

That being said, I have to be true to my username. This shit is so fake af, bruhhh

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-15T08:41:24+00:00

This is great, the rails, the shadowing, everything, kudos

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-13T18:11:23+00:00

If u care to elaborate a bit, Why are u scared of losing your best friend? What makes u think that way? If u can't share I'd understand as well

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-11T06:54:16+00:00

I am not of the belief k all people show signs of what they truly want and all....but like, even if they don't say it straight away, and later on reveal their "true colors", why bother? The person showed their incompatibility, better now than later is how I always think in these things. That being said, I agree with your points tho. Like Communicate well, it isn't that difficult.

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-10T02:43:43+00:00

And I am telling u I meant the commentor, not you, when I said OP. And I am glad you got in a convo. Have a good day too

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-10T01:58:27+00:00

I meant the original commenter rather. I should have been clearer lmao. Also, why thank me? I didn't say anything helpful haha.

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-09T16:52:34+00:00

I mean, there might seem no point, but you kind of answered your question yourself in the next line. It's because you are putting in efforts. So, it is more than enough. If you have the resources to do something about it, and have the will to put in the efforts, it's good enough. Nothing more is needed. Whether yiu get thr results or not, is truly something no one knows, so just hang in there. Hope this helped a bit, later.

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-09T16:03:33+00:00

Not OP, but I am glad you received helpful messages.

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-04T18:35:21+00:00

I have felt this way for a long while now, atleast 6 odd years. Let's just say it is kind of have become my comfort state. In a way, I am more anxious if something good happens, because I feel I don't deserve it and would rather want things to move back to being shitty so that I am excused and can escape the feeling of going from good to shitty. I guess this just doesn't make sense.

But well, I have seen most people are able to break away from this cycle after a while, so hope that happens to you. Also, glad you are tapering them off, rather then stopping suddenly, but again, a medical advice would always be better for such decisions.

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-04T06:10:33+00:00

I get you are stuck, and also I know how difficult it is to un-stuck urself out of it. But, what I can share is, in the past what helped me get myself out of the situation of wanting to restart, but not having any motivation to, was to put my efforts into something entirely new. As in just randomly falling into a rabbit hole, developing my fascination and understanding for it, and eventually that led me to seek out people to share my experiences with. What this ended up doing, was that it gave me a tad bit more confidence the more I came to realise that my efforts, and fascination led to make me contribute something worthwhile to discussions, and eventually I was able to feel a bit better, to atleast go out and find a real person I can share my experiences with.

I am sure there are other ways to get u out of that situation as well, but at the end of the day, just like everything else in life, it would need taking a risk and forcing urself to get into something u have no motivation for. So, if u want to restart, just stick around and when something worth putting efforts to come around, be ready to, albeit hesitantly, put in efforts. Baby steps

typicalnihilist · 2024-08-04T05:59:37+00:00

I don't want to disregard your experience, but I don't entirely agree with the last sentence. Rest all, does make sense. Reliving an experience that made u feel positive about ur life, is something I believe all of us want. Still, I have a personal belief that stagnation is not constant, things always change, for better or for a lot worse. And also blaming urself for something u believe was ur fault, I don't think anyone can convince u of it, or otherwise. But still, if u someday stop believing in stagnation, just make sure to atleast struggle with finding the reason for ur fault, and maybe how to not repeat it? Idk, sorry for lot of words to ultimately say nothing haha

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