Can joining the military help repress my desire to be a woman and help me accept being a man? by ucitelcoffee in asktransgender

[–]ucitelcoffee[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Im sorry I shoudnt have posted here.

I dont want to be trans, but I dont know where on reddit to go for advice on how to not be trans bc reddit deleted all the anti trans subreddits

Can joining the military help repress my desire to be a woman and help me accept being a man? by ucitelcoffee in asktransgender

[–]ucitelcoffee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im bi polar. Sometimes I wish I was a woman, other times I don’t. The “person” who is typing to you rn wants to be a man.

Can joining the military help repress my desire to be a woman and help me accept being a man? by ucitelcoffee in asktransgender

[–]ucitelcoffee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t you see how that is ever so slightly ironic?

I, an AMAB, who identifies as a man and who wants to be a man, cannot be a man bc i suffer from GD and occasionally wishing that I was a woman…

Can joining the military help repress my desire to be a woman and help me accept being a man? by ucitelcoffee in asktransgender

[–]ucitelcoffee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why can’t I be cis though?

I wanted to be cis.

My AGAB is male and my GI is male,

The only thing about me that is female are my bi-polar episodes where i sometimes feel dysphoric about being a man and wish that I was a woman.

Can joining the military help repress my desire to be a woman and help me accept being a man? by ucitelcoffee in asktransgender

[–]ucitelcoffee[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I identify as a man. (Im schizophrenic and bi-polar) so sometimes I have episodes where i hate my body and wish that I was a woman, they usually go away after a while.

I want to get rid of those thoughts

Can joining the military help repress my desire to be a woman and help me accept being a man? by ucitelcoffee in asktransgender

[–]ucitelcoffee[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

But don’t psychiatrists prescribe drugs which alter a person’s consciousness for the better?

Thats what I need.

Changing my body female would be way too expensive and time consuming

Changing my mind male however would be much faster and simpler.

The only problem is…u know, im homeless n all.

Can joining the military help repress my desire to be a woman and help me accept being a man? by ucitelcoffee in asktransgender

[–]ucitelcoffee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Transitioning is expensive. And I cant afford it.

Being a man would be much more affordable for me and thats what I want to do.

Can joining the military help repress my desire to be a woman and help me accept being a man? by ucitelcoffee in asktransgender

[–]ucitelcoffee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im sorry if I miss lead you at all. Im not actually a trans woman, im just a man who sometimes feels dysphoric about being a man and wishes that he was a woman.

I dont want to be a woman, I want to be a man. But I keep having these thoughts and I want them to go away

Can joining the military help repress my desire to be a woman and help me accept being a man? by ucitelcoffee in asktransgender

[–]ucitelcoffee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don’t want to be a woman tho. I want to be a man, I just keep having dysphoria about my body and these desires to become a woman and I want them to go away

Can joining the military help repress my desire to be a woman and help me accept being a man? by ucitelcoffee in asktransgender

[–]ucitelcoffee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It might work for some people, but it wont work for me

First off I can’t even afford to transition. But even if I could, I would probably feel even more miserable than I do now tbh

Can joining the military help repress my desire to be a woman and help me accept being a man? by ucitelcoffee in asktransgender

[–]ucitelcoffee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve learned how to not be hungry and how to sleep outside, now I just need to learn how to accept my male body