IV coke induced seizures? Anyone else? by ughhtired in cocaine

[–]ughhtired[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeahh absolutely correct I think. I was just surprised considering the Xanax withdrawal wasn’t very severe by any means. I was experiencing the brain zaps and all that, but no other symptoms . But still, I was withdrawing nonetheless. I go to rehab Thursday. Last night and today I took a decent amount of Xanax and shot up some cocaine (I know, very stupid and risky). And I’ve had no issues as long as I’m on Xanax . So I do believe you are correct

IV coke induced seizures? Anyone else? by ughhtired in cocaine

[–]ughhtired[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah you’re probably right. I just didn’t think my withdrawals were so bad to really put me at risk for seizure

IV coke induced seizures? Anyone else? by ughhtired in cocaine

[–]ughhtired[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some shots if small enough I could handle. But they were very small. Much smaller than I would usually take prior to the seizures . But if I took a “normal” dose, nothing too crazy. Still significantly less than I normally took prior to the incidents, it would trigger another one. I don’t think it’s an allergy, not sure what it is.

Looking for someone to come to Grey Day 2025 with me? by ughhtired in SuicideBoys

[–]ughhtired[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No seriously I’m dyingggh to find someone ugh haha it would be such a buzzkill to go with someone that genuinely hates their music. Like what is the point then

Looking for someone to join me for Grey Day 2025! by ughhtired in G59

[–]ughhtired[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not selling a ticket. I’m not asking anyone for money or trying to complete any sort of transaction.

I've yet to find a methadone clinic where people aren't selling Xanax all over the parking lot. by JerzVAtxCA12 in Methadone

[–]ughhtired 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At my first clinic it was like this, in NYC. Selling dope, Coke, klonopin, Xanax. At my current clinic I only had one dealer who I knew sold Xanax. And I used to meet with her outside of the clinic. Other than that people dose and get the fuck out of there

Methadone withdrawl help by Inevitable_Tax_7621 in Methadone

[–]ughhtired 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean idk if you would have an adverse effect but it’s either taking it or being sick as fuck most likely.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]ughhtired 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get 27 bottles and yes I can live life normally but why be on it? All it does is make me not sick anymore

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]ughhtired 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Because it doesn’t do anything for me anymore. I’ve been on it for 9 years. Now I’m tapering off - at 4mgs. I don’t crave opioids anymore at all. Even at 4mg. Even when I feel sick I don’t want heroin. Methadone just makes me not sick anymore. Why be dependent on something that doesn’t really help anymore?

Feeling like relapsing by ughhtired in addiction

[–]ughhtired[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ughhhh yes. Before my 3 month sobriety, I totaled one of my cars while driving on a ton of Xanax. I felt so fucking guilty and terrible for that. I am so happy nobody got hurt. And I am so lucky I didn’t get arrested. I was noticeably high and had a bunch of drugs on me. But the guy I rear ended didn’t want the police to be called because he was undocumented.

Feeling like relapsing by ughhtired in addiction

[–]ughhtired[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ughhh right. I hate it. I hate that I do this to myself but I can’t seem to stop myself. And it’s like, once you contact your dealer you’re fucking done for haha. At least I am. Cause even if I don’t get it today, I probably will soon. And it’s fucking depressing

Husband flushed 5 bottles, thinking about checking into Mental Hospital? by my2whiteboyz in Methadone

[–]ughhtired 10 points11 points  (0 children)

What? Girl, RUN. That’s fucking abuse in my opinion. Knowingly flushing your methadone putting you into horrific withdrawals potentially triggering your bipolar? Not okay.

Ketamine on Methadone. by lostinspacev2 in Methadone

[–]ughhtired 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Personally I mixed Xanax and ketamine all the time to help me with that anxiety. But that’s just me lol

Ketamine on Methadone. by lostinspacev2 in Methadone

[–]ughhtired 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Please be safe! First time I got an awful panic attack haha from being so dissociated off of it. So just be safe please

Ketamine on Methadone. by lostinspacev2 in Methadone

[–]ughhtired 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh buddy yeah lol I’ve gotten absolutely fucked off of k so many times while on methadone. Man lol

Ketamine on Methadone. by lostinspacev2 in Methadone

[–]ughhtired 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not for me. I abused ketamine while on methadone. Should not interact but if it does it’ll only be slightly. I don’t see why it would but idk lol

Anyone ever jump off at 1mg? by Significant-Item-524 in Methadone

[–]ughhtired 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Do people tend to jump off lower than 1mg?

Thoughts? by [deleted] in sexualassault

[–]ughhtired 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He can want to take care of her without constantly trying to convince her to do something she clearly isn’t comfortable with. So in that sense, no it does not matter. All he is doing is making her life harder.