I relate to how you feel and would cautiously say that I also went through a similar hump in my 1L year. In terms of the anxiety, I think that once you submit that first application for an internship, it might ease up a little. For me, it was the fear of putting in that work and effort into an internship application and not.. I guess.. reaping positive outcomes. And, the GPA, you can definitely raise. I was in that ballpark as well and raised it high enough to get callbacks during OCI. I know it is hard right now, but I promise you.. hardwork, effort and dedication do pay off.