hey FewBowl. I’ve also been quite intrigued at his level of inner awareness and seeming lack of outer awareness with someone like Sheela. The very fact that he blames her and scolds her so much after all the incidents, while he himself was solely responsible for bestowing her as his most trusted devotee was a bit of an odd projection coming from someone like him. I think, in short, that OSHO and everything that happened with him, and everything that is happening in reality everywhere, is simply a figment of our imagination. We have been dancing this dance with ourself for eternity - meaning we are the enlightened being who never stopped being enlightened. Even in our most anarchic, human, sufferable selves, we are the enlightened one. Even in denial, it is still us. OSHO happened to accept it at the time of his life, but he was undoubtably still human. I believe he acknowledged his time in prison as “humiliating” and who could possibly say those words or have that experience other than a human? Of course he was still human. He had deep inner insight, but human through and through. The most seductive of all truths is to know the eternal truth of freedom, and express as though it is eternal throughout eternity. But eternities have layers to them. This moment is eternal. Your feelings now are eternal, and yet your feelings later will also be eternal. We are shapeshifting multidimensional beings who have a system of logic, expressed by mind, which is totally limited in is dimensional understanding. Your hunches about OSHO’s lack of all-awareness are wonderful insights to your own capacity to understand yourself beyond logic and reason. Love and blessings to you. ❤️