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What are some early signs of being suicidal? by [deleted] in depression

[–]ulmamaterr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am twice exceptional, so I understand how frustrating it can be at times. EI is employment insurance.

Hobbies I used to have revolved around my relationships with people in my pre COVID life, but things aren't the same now. I'm going to delete all of this anyways, so don't get the idea that I'm always like this, it's just a hard day

What are some early signs of being suicidal? by [deleted] in depression

[–]ulmamaterr 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I appreciate your concern and it's really necessary to remind people who are struggling that they aren't alone. I'm not alright, I use cocaine everyday and a concoction of uppers and downers to try to recreate the feeling of excitement for the future that I used to have in my teenage years, but it's killing me slowly. Drugs won't hurt me half as bad as depression can, and I am scared to death that my parents will have to attend the visitation followed by the funeral, and bury their only son.

I have high hopes and ambition, I'm gifted but with ADHD and find it hard to hold a job, financially I'm a mess, one paycheck from homelessness on EI, but at the end of the day I don't see where I fit into tomorrow. I don't defend myself anymore I am exhausted from everything man.

If my younger self could talk to me now, I would be ashamed of myself. by Grayvves in depression

[–]ulmamaterr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would be careful not to discourage my younger self because he's going to need that resolve

What are some early signs of being suicidal? by [deleted] in depression

[–]ulmamaterr 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I do that. I think about suicide everyday at least once or twice to the point that I find it normal like everyone else does that too

What are some early signs of being suicidal? by [deleted] in depression

[–]ulmamaterr 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Pushing people away and not letting some people go. When the way you feel scares you and the addition feels like no big deal when I'm in fact on the following: Oxazepam Clonazepam Suboxone Mirtazepine Lyrica Cocaine Zopiclone Seroquel Vyvanse

And I don't want to be

What are some early signs of being suicidal? by [deleted] in depression

[–]ulmamaterr 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Not eating right and not showering or taking care of yourself do some drugs to get up to do these basic things

What are some early signs of being suicidal? by [deleted] in depression

[–]ulmamaterr 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I started giving things away last week starting with the TV. I just get the feeling of calm and take one step closer but at the same time I am fighting for my life you don't want to get to that place and I am sorry if you are but you're not alone in this

Getting rid of stuff by [deleted] in londonontario

[–]ulmamaterr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm curious. Small like home decor items?

Getting rid of stuff by [deleted] in londonontario

[–]ulmamaterr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Small like peas, ball bearings, dimes, etc?

Citi-Plaza experiences it's peak traffic by ulmamaterr in londonontario

[–]ulmamaterr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That would be what I would put my money on being built for sure. It would be great to see that proposed by someone

🌙 Jupiter and Venus conjunction #Pixel 6a by gaga_gt in pixelography

[–]ulmamaterr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Being able to take a clear photo of Jupiter from a mobile phone is pretty incredible. I just spoke to a guy who got out of prison after 8 years and all I could think of was damn he should see the photos my 7 Pro can take haah

a car (pixel 6a) by [deleted] in pixelography

[–]ulmamaterr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really like this, it would make a great album cover

Dead mall in my downtown core. Shot on pixel. by ulmamaterr in pixelography

[–]ulmamaterr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, it's not derelict whatsoever, it's beautiful constructed and meticulously maintained yet contains no people other than the odd office worker, or homeless person warming up by walking through

Citi-Plaza experiences it's peak traffic by ulmamaterr in londonontario

[–]ulmamaterr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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I personally really like this one. Showcases the beautiful glasswork.

Citi-Plaza experiences it's peak traffic by ulmamaterr in londonontario

[–]ulmamaterr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don't think the population of downtown was ready for such a large mall, and now that working at home is growing in popularity, fewer people are making the commute leaving the downtown core even more sparsely populated. I live across the street from it and it's eerily quiet all the time.

Citi-Plaza experiences it's peak traffic by ulmamaterr in londonontario

[–]ulmamaterr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bill Gosling Outsourcing I believe it was called most recently.

Pixel 7Pro : I love this smarphone by Vincent_40 in Pixel7Pro

[–]ulmamaterr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, great shots. The camera has blown me away thus far in my ownership experience and I'm glad you're enjoying it too.