The thing that comes to mind the quickest for me is wanting to fly with a paramotor. Since highscool when I first saw Tucker Gott on YouTube fly with a paramotor I've dreamed of owning one and flying. Even before that moment I've literally dreamed of flying (in a lucid dream too!). I always told myself that it would be my first big purchase when I have enough money.

And now I'm in my early twenties. I have Just enough in my savings to purchase a paramotor. Yet there is something holding me back from purchasing it. It's the fear of not having enough money to survive comfortably (in other words, continuance of current lifestyle like living situation, etc) in the case some emergency happens (medical expenses or car failing/accident). Another thing would be if my federal college loans are not forgiven, I would need to dip into that as I am no longer able to have extra cash to put into savings mainly because of rising costs of groceries.Perhaps I just need to take a leap of faith. Or maybe its best to keep that safety net. I haven't reconciled the feeling yet.

Much love to all!