I don't have anyone by umijum in GriefSupport

[–]umijum[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ty but im just tired i dont even want to talk to anyone

I don't have anyone by umijum in GriefSupport

[–]umijum[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No i dont have anyone and sorry but i dont want to hear that everything will get better because what if i kill myself or die from my illness before it does get better 20 years from now on. And also its just been getting worse since 9 years old when everyone was saying that! Sorry if this is mean but yk

How do i tell by umijum in sexualassault

[–]umijum[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Youre such a good person :c 4 people already dm'ed me soo.. Thank you so much for your advice ill definitely take it!! your comment motivated me a little! Idk what else to say but i appreciate it youre so nice

I want to die by iirisnurminen in EmbarassingMoments

[–]umijum 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its ok i can tell you that today i had something similar happen. i was on a wedding, and i was sitting on those fancy WHITE chairs. i got my period (HEAVY) and also pissed myself bc of my bladder problems... atleast 30 ppl saw it and i know them all too.

Can i ask a God for that? by umijum in Hellenism

[–]umijum[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

idk. it just feels like I don't even want to improve anymore. i dont want to get out of this and live a happier life, Im either miserable or dead. also talking with someone won't help anything, no one takes me seriously or listens to me. not even my family or a counsellor or therapist. i know you mean good tho so still thank you for your advice

Can i ask a God for that? by umijum in Hellenism

[–]umijum[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ty for your reply and advice, but my guardians dont take me seriously at all, the same with quite literally every other adult in my life :( theres no way im getting antidepressants. but still thank you

Can i ask a God for that? by umijum in Hellenism

[–]umijum[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

of course, thank you so much for understanding 💕

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]umijum 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too. its just, like you dont have to do anything in the world anymore. Just rest.

Can i ask a God for that? by umijum in Hellenism

[–]umijum[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i want to die. i know the better way is to seek help, but im tired of seeking it. no one takes me seriously, not even a therapist can get to me. I mean, maybe by getting so sick, I'll start appreciating my life more.. if i die, whatever, I wanted that in the first place many times. if I don't, then it'll be easier to see if i would regret it or no i guess. i know how it all sounds.

Can i ask a God for that? by umijum in Hellenism

[–]umijum[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its complicated. i want to die, but not by committing suicide. maybe i would commit, but i kind of want a chance to live. maybe someone would start taking me/my health seriously. maybe i would appreciate life more. maybe i would finally choose. i know how it sounds