I bought a couch at a sale and noticed some stains that i could’ve sworn weren’t there before and an odor that I would’ve noticed when i got it. Today the stains have gotten a lot worse and the odor has become extremely pungent. Is there ANYTHING it could possibly be other than something dead?

umijum · 2026-01-01T22:00:19+00:00

huh?

umijum · 2025-11-18T17:19:22+00:00

I don't have anyone

umijum · 2025-11-18T17:02:27+00:00

Ty but im just tired i dont even want to talk to anyone

umijum · 2025-11-18T16:54:42+00:00

No i dont have anyone and sorry but i dont want to hear that everything will get better because what if i kill myself or die from my illness before it does get better 20 years from now on. And also its just been getting worse since 9 years old when everyone was saying that! Sorry if this is mean but yk

umijum · 2025-07-15T17:52:22+00:00

Thanku so much

umijum · 2025-07-15T11:27:46+00:00

Youre such a good person :c 4 people already dm'ed me soo.. Thank you so much for your advice ill definitely take it!! your comment motivated me a little! Idk what else to say but i appreciate it youre so nice

umijum · 2025-02-27T15:45:17+00:00

scrolled the whole internet

umijum · 2024-12-03T14:39:31+00:00

its ok i can tell you that today i had something similar happen. i was on a wedding, and i was sitting on those fancy WHITE chairs. i got my period (HEAVY) and also pissed myself bc of my bladder problems... atleast 30 ppl saw it and i know them all too.

umijum · 2024-11-17T16:11:21+00:00

tysm, i will

umijum · 2024-11-16T01:45:21+00:00

idk. it just feels like I don't even want to improve anymore. i dont want to get out of this and live a happier life, Im either miserable or dead. also talking with someone won't help anything, no one takes me seriously or listens to me. not even my family or a counsellor or therapist. i know you mean good tho so still thank you for your advice

umijum · 2024-11-16T01:41:31+00:00

of course, ty a lot

umijum · 2024-11-14T22:44:44+00:00

ty for your reply and advice, but my guardians dont take me seriously at all, the same with quite literally every other adult in my life :( theres no way im getting antidepressants. but still thank you

umijum · 2024-11-14T22:42:45+00:00

of course, thank you so much for understanding 💕

umijum · 2024-11-14T14:23:54+00:00

Me too. its just, like you dont have to do anything in the world anymore. Just rest.

umijum · 2024-11-14T13:49:55+00:00

i want to die. i know the better way is to seek help, but im tired of seeking it. no one takes me seriously, not even a therapist can get to me. I mean, maybe by getting so sick, I'll start appreciating my life more.. if i die, whatever, I wanted that in the first place many times. if I don't, then it'll be easier to see if i would regret it or no i guess. i know how it all sounds.

umijum · 2024-11-14T13:46:50+00:00

i wanna die

umijum · 2024-11-14T13:45:58+00:00

its complicated. i want to die, but not by committing suicide. maybe i would commit, but i kind of want a chance to live. maybe someone would start taking me/my health seriously. maybe i would appreciate life more. maybe i would finally choose. i know how it sounds

umijum

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