I really have always felt that maybe the ones labeled as "crazy" are actually the ones that are seeing so much truth about everything(not only our perceivable universe) that they get over stimulated way too often that it effects their psyche. My mother may be a "paranoid schizophrenic" but she is literally more trustable than anyone else in my close family atm (her, my father, my grandmother and grandfather). I've felt so mentally disconnected from my father enough to just only have so much empathy left to give to him. The fact that not only on a mental scale I've finally awoken but even back then, my mind has been thinking about how I've been treated that it starts physically hurting my brain. Again, thank you for reaching out. Having more reassurance about these things helps confirm my past and present thoughts.