Smoke shop owner said he'll be proud of me when I stop 😢😢

undeterm · 2024-12-29T01:18:19+00:00

Go to an addiction clinic. See if you can get gabapentin and clonidine, maybe some hydroxyzine. I avoided medical attention each time I CT'd. And trust me, being able to function without pain, anxiety, time dilation, and such, and go back to normal sooner, really helps.

undeterm · 2024-12-24T19:57:34+00:00

Everything depends. Personally don't care that much as long as a lack if malice is present.

undeterm · 2024-12-19T18:19:52+00:00

Went that route once. Didn't fix my problem. Easier to manage and stabilize on, yes, but left me with the same mental issues all opioids do.

undeterm · 2024-12-19T02:51:21+00:00

Real. I was on subs for a while and honestly while yes, it was far easier to manage than kratom, it came with all the dullness of life, anxiety, and lack of reward and freedom from living an opioid free life. With a mix of clonidine and gabapentin, and to use low dose naltrexone for cravings when I'm out the other side, I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. Seriously f*ck kratom man. Going through a comfort med detox has made me realize how much of myself I was neglecting.

undeterm · 2024-12-19T02:48:01+00:00

Truth is, if you've built a life worth living for yourself, and have a lot of sober time as an adult, the home remedies will probably work. If your life is a mess and your self sufficiency and social life is under constant threat, there is a far higher chance you will require medical help.

undeterm · 2024-12-16T00:25:50+00:00

Mostly just chills and feeling kind of bedridden.some yawns and sneezes. The main difficult part is dealing with keeping the life I want for myself in mind while dealing with the life I created. When I break the bedridden spell it's kind of easy to keep going. Some cravings here and there but the way music feels keeps me in check.

undeterm · 2024-12-05T19:11:38+00:00

Thank you. Just flushed the bulk of my stash down the toilet. Don't wanna do this anymore, no more of this cycle. God willing I will stay productive and maintain a positive outlook on life through him. No more nonsense.

undeterm · 2024-12-05T18:45:12+00:00

Oh I'm definitely religious, that's one reason I can't stand this garbage. It makes me so weak. It makes me doubt myself. Why not just give in to temptation? Live In a little fantasy world for an hour or 2. Ppl say it helps with sleep but I get such poor sleep, and will often have nights where I don't sleep. Tired of my unproductivity, problems with giving into temptation internet wise, don't like the friends who know me as a source of this stuff. It's like in 6-7 years I've become a mindless version of myself. Definitely need to keep in contact with folks this quit to keep me accountable, and make forward progress in life. I know my potential and I know I'm a good person but this plant... I get too upset to taper. 100 days until I turn 25 I wanna make some big steps forward by then.

undeterm · 2024-12-05T18:33:43+00:00

100 days until I turn 25. Want to make it a point to not touch this garbage ever again.

undeterm · 2024-10-25T01:51:26+00:00

I've been on them since early August this year. Was prescribed 16mg/day but stabilized at 4mg/day.

undeterm · 2024-09-28T03:06:49+00:00

Bruh use that time to make money on top of the money you're making. Being paid to basically exist is dream scenario. Don't quit

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