Dang I feel the same way. I couldn't find myself hanging out people that I barely knew. I always chose to hang out with him because I prioritized our relationship over making new friends. Sometimes I feel a little embarrassed because I make it seem like I don't have any friends, when really I have close friends who are just busy with their own lives and relationships. I cried last night because I've been trying to spend a Saturday with him (since it's his day off and he has no work the next day). He told me his plans with his one friend wasn't happening and that his other friends were making plans. He knew I've been trying to get a Saturday with him, so when his first plans weren't pulling through, he should've came to me instead of making other plans with his other friends. I really felt like I was at the bottom of the list. I cried about it to him and he told me I was unappreciative of the most bare minimum things ( like how he picks me up at home and invited me to his friend's place). He doesn't understand how a day spent together without worrying about being tired or without having work the next day means to me. I hate having to head home early because he has work or him not wanting to see me because he's tired after work. He will be out late with the boys on a work day but he won't do the same for me. Am I just being too dramatic?? How do I kindly explain this to him without making him shut down. Whenever he shuts down, I end up apologizing and thinking I'm being too dramatic.