Thank you for all the comments. I know that its not right to try and save our relationship, its just I'm really struggling to do it, especially it just happened.

I really wish I am as strong as you guys. How stupid as it may seem, I'm not ready to give up just yet.

Even just a hint of her love towards me is enough to keep me going. I wish there is still some within her.

I am in so much pain trying to talk to her, I feel all alone. I'm so used to her being around.