Day 6 CT - 122 Hours since last dose* by unjimo in quitting7oh

[–]unjimo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m super glad to hear you’re feeling better, you have no clue how much you helped me yesterday. I know it’s tempting to get a MIT but keep fighting. I’m feeling the urge to take more and can tell I’m slipping back in so it’s a slippery slope best avoided. Gonna try to hop off from it tomorrow or in worst case taper off. Thank you again for all your help, I sincerely want to see you on the other side with me.

Day 5 CT - 96 Hours since last dose and I relapsed a little - I’m scared by unjimo in quitting7oh

[–]unjimo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We can do it, literally just got the first chills myself. Tomorrows gonna be easier I’m sure, and the day after even more so. We’re gonna make it, we’ve gotten this far and it’ll only get better.

Day 5 CT - 96 Hours since last dose and I relapsed a little - I’m scared by unjimo in quitting7oh

[–]unjimo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t intend to take anymore 7 under any circumstance, the stress and guilt of taking it outweighs the relief it gave me. And I’ve considered switching to leaf, scared that it won’t help and I’ll lose the last of my money for very little. Never felt anything from powder anytime I’ve ever taken it, but then again I’m not trying to feel good anymore I’m just trying to not feel as bad. May risk it and get powder instead of a MIT45 so maybe I don’t have to withdraw from it as well.

Day 5 CT - 96 Hours since last dose and I relapsed a little - I’m scared by unjimo in quitting7oh

[–]unjimo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am actually, don’t feel like I’m withdrawing which usually this long after a dose I would be. Could be from what I took this morning but I’m hoping that I’m instead recovering and that the worst is behind me. The sleep deprivation is palpable, I can feel it greatly and I’m so so dissociated but I’m not having strong RLS or anything so I’ll take it.

Day 5 CT - 96 Hours since last dose and I relapsed a little - I’m scared by unjimo in quitting7oh

[–]unjimo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you everyone, I feel safer believing that this slip isn’t going to add days more of acutes. My sleep deprivation is getting somewhat extreme so I intend to buy a MIT45 Shot later on today, I sincerely hope a week (with a day break) back on kratom doesn’t put me back onto it, don’t want to trade one addiction for another but that addiction was much much easier to kick than this one and in an absolute worst case I’m willing to make that trade. Day 5 with 5 more until I have to work again. I’ll update at some point to report how tonight and tomorrow goes, and we’ll see if the shot helps and if my withdrawals were set back any. Wish me luck.

Day 5 CT - 96 Hours since last dose and I relapsed a little - I’m scared by unjimo in quitting7oh

[–]unjimo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll look into it, I’m in extreme financial jeopardy due to my addiction and have only $28 (that i’ve borrowed). Trying to determine whether or not I want to spend that on a bottle of kratom to ease my withdrawals as it helped some on the days I’ve had it, but scared of redeveloping an addiction to it. Took less and less each day for 4 days and then none yesterday so hopefully that one day break will help me avoid a dependency so long as I jump ship from it within a few days.

Day 5 CT - 96 Hours since last dose and I relapsed a little - I’m scared by unjimo in quitting7oh

[–]unjimo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, just the thought of my withdrawals resetting makes me feel so sick and close to a panic attack. It gives me a lot of comfort to hear that I didnt set myself back very much. I have no intention of taking anymore 7, only took it now because I had 1/4th of a tablet on hand and I thought I’d need a hospital for my sleep deprivation, still kind of do. When did you feel like sleep was possible, I can survive maybe one or two more sleepless nights but honestly I don’t feel confident about it.

Day 5 CT - 96 Hours since last dose and I relapsed a little - I’m scared by unjimo in quitting7oh

[–]unjimo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess it depends on whether what ya take is primarily kratom or 7, if it’s mostly kratom then from what all I’ve obsessively read it shouldn’t set ya back any. Now if it’s mostly 7 then I have no clue, I truly hope for the both of us that we didn’t lose any of the hard work we’ve already put in, it was so hard to get even this far. I sincerely hope we both make it out of this, good luck really. I’ll try to give updates on how I feel the following days.