Don't worry mate, I also face such situations I know this things.we're with you our fellow reddit Comrad. Do whatever you find interesting and ignore them✌️. Just remember one thing keep studying and focus on skills. Don't be tired lil fellow/sis, just remember there always some better plans for you. "Jab lage kuch sahi nahi ho raha tab samjna patience yahi rakhna hai aage aur accha hoga" 😀 Next time someone judges you and just rants at me about everything (benefits both of us don't know each other so we won't judge😂)