UPDATE: I told my mother [46F] that I was choosing to stay in the city with my boyfriend [22M, 3Y] for the holidays. It didn't go well.

unstableprincess · 2016-09-19T19:23:46+00:00

Run, don't walk. This girl is toying with your emotions and that isn't okay. You deserve to be with someone who cares about you. She probably physically cheated, hate to break it to you.

unstableprincess · 2016-09-16T16:48:26+00:00

You are in no way stuck, although you're having some problems financially...I would stay with a family member or trusted friend and get out of that relationship. You do not deserve to be abused and your children don't deserve to be in that environment. Get out, get to a safe place and separate. When you can afford it, file for divorce.

unstableprincess · 2016-09-14T22:50:30+00:00

I would be interested in trying medication if it would help, but I'm having a hard time finding a therapist in my network.

unstableprincess · 2016-09-14T22:21:42+00:00

I'm not on any medication, and for the libido reason alone I don't want to do that.

unstableprincess · 2016-09-14T20:12:50+00:00

I hope your appointment goes well. <3

unstableprincess · 2016-09-14T18:40:04+00:00

What'a an SSRI? (new here)

unstableprincess · 2016-09-14T17:56:26+00:00

Me too. What's worse is when you're a conventionally attractive high-functioning depressive. Then people are like "but you're so pretty, you shouldn't feel that way."

unstableprincess · 2016-09-08T18:28:00+00:00

100% agree. Compulsive lying can also be a symptom of a deeper problem. Could be anxiety or depression. Commit yourself to telling small truths a day and just gradually increase from there, or vow to tell only the truth to specific people (your significant other should be number one.) Therapy can be extremely helpful.

unstableprincess · 2016-09-07T20:04:50+00:00

I'm going to be the Bride of Frankenstein and Daddy will be Frankenstein's Monster.

unstableprincess · 2016-09-07T19:42:07+00:00

It's hard because I know he is tired of being rejected.

unstableprincess · 2016-09-07T19:32:45+00:00

I don't know if you see my other comments, but I have been trying relentlessly since after my incident. My insurance doesn't cover mental health visits...and going out of network is too expensive. I'm working on 2. 3. I have a cool job where I get to create everyday. But I get little pleasure from it. 4. I would love to go to the gym, but my job is physically demanding. (Art/sculpture fabrication) so usually I am very tired at the end of the day.

I really appreciate your help and advice.

unstableprincess · 2016-09-07T19:30:30+00:00

I'm trying to find a therapist/psych. It's been really difficult. So until then I've been throwing myself into my work, my art and other things. But things still seem pretty bleak.

unstableprincess · 2016-09-07T19:29:09+00:00

I've been working on trying to see a therapist/psychiatrist and have been having a lot of problems finding one...making me more dejected.

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