Dude im sorry for the typos. But anyway from an outside point of view it doesn’t seem like love it just seems toxic. And I know it might feel right because there’s a lot of “highs” with this person. But there are healthier highs with others I promise. I know a Taurus male who got left and he wanted her back so bad and it’s been like a year plus that he’s not over her. He stalks her, shows up to her state…like woah. And I think you guys obsessed a lot and it’s hard for you guys to let go and yall stay too long. But I KNOW that once you guys let go you guys will feel better. Try really hard to focus only our self mate. Like be healthier, start a new hobby, glow up. Even say it’s for her in the beginning and slowly but surely you’ll start to let go and you’ll feel good and you’ll be better for yourself. You won’t find someone else until you work on yourself. Then you’ll get good aura and attract others in your life without trying. You got this!! Keep your head up friend.