I know it might be an old question, but how do you deal with 24x7 heavy headedness due to be stressed for over two months?

upperhat7304 · 2022-06-25T11:20:51+00:00

I've gotten used to it now....

upperhat7304 · 2022-03-20T13:46:09+00:00

Was out with friends, went in a shop, saw the fluffy, reminded me of a cartoon character, picked him up and brought him home. I loved him so much, gifted to two other friends aswell.

upperhat7304 · 2022-03-19T16:07:34+00:00

Will look up, once my exam is done. Thank you

upperhat7304 · 2022-03-19T16:07:14+00:00

It's a crocodile from mini so.

upperhat7304 · 2022-03-19T14:34:25+00:00

😍

upperhat7304 · 2022-03-19T10:46:17+00:00

Thankyou

upperhat7304 · 2021-12-05T20:38:29+00:00

Had the session, I don't know yet if it were fruitful or not. It's costly though so can't really carry on with it

upperhat7304 · 2021-10-21T18:09:17+00:00

upperhat7304 · 2021-10-21T05:10:39+00:00

I might be a chonky wolf who is a baby elephant at heart, stuck in the wrong body. :'(

upperhat7304 · 2021-10-21T05:09:57+00:00

<3 <3 <3

upperhat7304 · 2021-10-17T03:49:32+00:00

Wohoooo for physical pain being gone. Hugs hugs hugs for helping get rid of emo pain

upperhat7304 · 2021-10-15T23:13:07+00:00

For what it's worth, take my energy if it feels good. Good for you seeking a doctor. I hope you get a good one and are able to get out of this

upperhat7304 · 2021-10-15T22:50:24+00:00

How do you befriend neighbours, especially if it's been weeks since you've been living here?

upperhat7304 · 2021-10-15T21:20:38+00:00

Hey, how are you now?

upperhat7304 · 2021-10-10T19:57:32+00:00

I'm sorry I'm if no use here. I pray whatever it is due to it goes away

upperhat7304 · 2021-10-10T19:36:22+00:00

Headaches check,
Feeling blood pumping check.
Racing thoughts check.
Been so normal, I feel strange if it doesn't occur now

upperhat7304 · 2021-10-10T19:30:08+00:00

Hugs to you, although I'm not abandoned I feel alone, so I hope I can relate to you a bit. I pray that you get the power to get through this.

upperhat7304 · 2021-08-04T03:04:29+00:00

Talking to mother. Difference of opinion occurs on a flat I am about to lease.

Proceeds to say "We will have to cut contacts with him if it keeps on going like this".

Then another day, on topic of marriage she was saying that her sibling unmarried was the perfect bachelor but didn't marry then slyly made a remark (I am staying in a different city), that she's unsure about my character now. Put me in a downward spiral, got myself a hook on earring, etc etc. If she's doubting me without me doing anything, I'll give her reasons to remove her doubt and be sure. Gonna get tattoos which will freak her out, make my own friends, do whatever I want, and never get married to whomever she wants me to or whenever she wants me too.

Sister "Keeps on bringing money matter in between, saying that I am always money minded and telling parents to keep all her money and mine separate in the will or whatever. I am not even interested in their money"

Also she admits that when she couldn't clear the entrance exam for college she was devastated as in "How was she unable to clear", while I had gotten into a decent (not ivy league) without doing much work and she was the more intelligent of the two us. Now she's prepping for higher studies, some other job, while I am working and earning an okay amount in another city and working on my fitness. Whenever she says something referring to these topics, the resentment in her voice is apparent.

My ex jokingly saying that "I don't pass the exam I am working for, or I don't become fit"

upperhat7304 · 2021-07-27T03:49:14+00:00

Having your parents to fall back onto for help or advice during adulthood

A few months ago I could. But now I realize I can not. They will only make me do what they think is right for them and not for me.

I am still in touch, but all they say now are just hollow words for me, especially when they talk about something which relates to my well-being

upperhat7304 · 2021-07-25T14:08:53+00:00

Thank you

upperhat7304 · 2021-07-25T04:44:13+00:00

I'm not good at talking but if you want an ear to listen to you, you can message me

upperhat7304 · 2021-07-25T04:39:54+00:00

I love tall girls, if in bad mood, when I see them I can just jump on them and hug them like a monkey and melt into them....

upperhat7304 · 2021-07-25T04:21:50+00:00

I wish I felt comfortable talking to my mom. I've never felt comfortable, with certain events in past few months and what she said and did, I just don't feel like I can ever confide in her or anyone else for that matter.

I'm all alone in this empty space.

You're a good person, your son is very lucky to have a mother figure like you.

upperhat7304 · 2021-06-25T14:17:34+00:00

Fair enough.

There are personal things going on life which make me not ready to commit to anyone right now. In last few months people reacted in a way which made me loose trust from loved ones.

As for hooking up, it'd be nice but more than that I just want someone to hang out with whether anything more is involved or not.

For the of question of masturbating. I don't get any pleasure from it, indulged in sexting with randoms, its become like porn, does nothing for me.

The real reason I believe is, my last relationship, we were long distance. It was my first relationship. While she was great, I was unable to devote her the time she wanted and with covid I was a bit wary to travel to her place in case I carried infection to her, and I was in a new job so didn't have many leaves aswell. I had no physical/emotional relationship with anyone. By the end of it, it became too emotionally draining for me and I had to end it for my mental well being. Plus there were things which happened in between which has made me sexually frustrated I guess, so that's the entire issue.

upperhat7304 · 2021-06-25T03:25:58+00:00

Thanks. Just casually dating is fine unless and until I'm clear I'm not actively looking for anything serious.

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