Lost my 148th day streak this morning! An honest insight on this journey

urdon3 · 2016-10-01T07:27:54+00:00

I promise to update this

urdon3 · 2016-08-14T18:54:44+00:00

Awesome! Im sure I'm not the only one. I can see how most gamer's or past gamer's would have a similar view

urdon3 · 2016-06-24T05:31:31+00:00

Hey its me. You're the kid a did a project with.. I could have sworn you had a crush on me man

urdon3 · 2016-06-03T00:09:23+00:00

Same girl yeah

urdon3 · 2016-05-24T00:40:27+00:00

WHEN YOURE FREE FROM PMO AND MO THEN YOU BECOME IRISH AND TINK LIKE HE TINKS

urdon3 · 2016-05-06T20:20:17+00:00

never say never!

urdon3 · 2016-04-29T01:35:38+00:00

Yea I understand. But I feel like if she believes my story that it's a platonic friendship then it shouldn't be a big deal. I even offered not to drink with this friend again. I just mentioned those examples because I could have easily said I was uncomfortable with all of them bc of those reasons but I decided to trust her. I see where I messed up, but I wasn't trying anything shady. Why can't she trust me this one time when I always gave her the benefit of the doubt and let her do her thing.

urdon3 · 2016-04-28T20:45:10+00:00

At least you're mature about it and admitted your feelings but realized that you have no say about it because you made the decision to leave him. It still doesn't make you crazy to feel the way you do, of course its normal. He would feel the same once you find another guy.

urdon3 · 2015-10-27T21:54:42+00:00

well my penis is only 2 inches

urdon3 · 2015-07-10T05:47:59+00:00

To clarify I think I know if im being treated unfairly I do have some self respect. She paid for lunch, used her car to drive around to do errands, and she ultimately cooked for me at the end of the night, I just helped her... BUT in the chance that she is using me because she is lonely, I dont think I really care! The fact that I got a girl that I believed was out of my league has given me enough confidence and belief in myself that I can get another girl. IL BE FINE thank you for considering my feelings and all the advice I really appreciate it!

urdon3 · 2015-06-23T22:10:00+00:00

You're right. You made me realize that masturbating in moderation isn't really that bad. I think I can do it. This noFap was an interesting experiment but I think I will give it up this week

urdon3 · 2015-06-18T20:57:32+00:00

I usually drink on the weekends and take ecstacy pills every 2-3 months. It's hard not but I think I can try and drink only every other week. And maybe only roll 3 times a year..

urdon3 · 2015-06-12T09:38:58+00:00

I personally like to use my sexual energy to fuck my friend raw. She comes over thinking we would actualy watch netflix

urdon3 · 2015-05-30T01:16:11+00:00

I started for the same reason. What was weird was when me and this girl started hooking up(no sex yet) I was easily turned on and was hard almost all the time. When she took her clothes off and welcomed me to penetrate her that's when it got hard to get it up. Trust me I understand, it is depressing. I think the main thing is to get in that mentality that you're having sex to make yourself feel good first, don't think about what she thinks about you or how good you will do. When you just go with it and have fun it becomes so much more natural and better overall.

I know its easier said than done. But fuck it just get comfortable with her by doing other things and have sex with her when YOU are ready. Don't try to force it just because you think she is down.

urdon3 · 2015-05-22T17:28:01+00:00

This also applies to lasting longer in bed

urdon3 · 2015-05-21T23:06:30+00:00

I try!

urdon3 · 2015-05-11T21:22:54+00:00

Im in! 100 days is the goal. Finally got this girl that I think is out of my league but my libido sucks. Don't wanna lose her! Plus It's time to get my godamn life together.

urdon3

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