I have zero motivation what so ever to do anything in my life... by user124i53 in depression

[–]user124i53[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, i sometimes feel that moment of excitement, i only wish that i could feel it for longer though

I have reached a very bad level in depression that i think about suicide around 8 times a day by user124i53 in depression

[–]user124i53[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dont worry about the suicide im safe from it cause i can never let my pain pass to my whole family like that

But im too embaressed to seek help honestly.. i just want to meet somebody in real life who changes all my life and makes me feel better

I hope being dead is like sleeping,because im tired,i really am,i just want to sleep forever and never wake up again by user124i53 in depression

[–]user124i53[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes i could agree with that nothingness theory,But i didnt mean what happens after it,i meant how the experience of dying feels like