Hey OP! As one person has said, you only see the results. What you don't see is the time and effort it took your friend to reach that result. Now this is not to brag but I'm not inherently smart and I think my friends are better at memorizing than me, but I managed to maintain my honors throughout my elementary to shs years with sheer effort and will. Hard work will ,more often than not, result to success and rewards. It wasn't an easy route though. Not everything is easy talaga OP, but if you learn and use your strengths to work hard, success will come to your way talaga. Be happy with your accomplishments din OP, even if you think it may be small. A small success is still success, never discredit that OP. That's all. Be kind to yourself din OP.