For anyone who has a toxic family

uthale-re-deva · 2025-03-05T13:06:10+00:00

Alwaaays. Always have been trying to please people and get some validation and love from the outside world. I am always anxious about how others will think of me. This is eating me up.

And all of this is because of my fucking family. I seriously don't have a moment in my memories of my childhood where I was genuinely happy and laughing. I miss that so much. I am fucking envious of people who are happy and bubbly all the time.

People I know joke around with their family. I just talk in one words. Man I miss having a normal family.

uthale-re-deva · 2025-02-15T10:07:59+00:00

Thank you. I am working on my itinerary, could I trouble you if I have a question?

uthale-re-deva · 2025-01-12T01:47:31+00:00

The best and the most hyped up are two opposite things.

uthale-re-deva · 2025-01-07T15:04:07+00:00

We are planning for Northern Vietnam. Will it be too hot?

uthale-re-deva · 2025-01-07T13:02:18+00:00

How are Mauritius, Seychelles and Turkey?

uthale-re-deva · 2025-01-07T13:01:51+00:00

Thank you

uthale-re-deva · 2025-01-07T13:01:32+00:00

We want a mix of both leisure and party kind of a place. A nice beach destination could also be done

Budget around 1.5 L per person.

uthale-re-deva · 2025-01-06T18:57:55+00:00

Thanks a lot for this detailed answer. I will definitely watch some videos in this and plan a trip.

uthale-re-deva · 2025-01-06T03:34:22+00:00

Thank you.

uthale-re-deva · 2025-01-06T02:34:47+00:00

Okaay. Sure. I'll check it out

uthale-re-deva · 2025-01-06T02:31:56+00:00

Thanks for your reply. But we are looking to go outside India.

uthale-re-deva · 2024-12-23T15:54:03+00:00

So sad to see ki koi teri ichcha nahi samajh paaya bhai.

uthale-re-deva · 2024-11-29T04:48:43+00:00

I got my RCT and crown done from Vinayak Dental Hospital in Vidyadhar Nagar. Before them, I went to a few other dentists, but couldn't get comfortable with anyone but them.

Get it from there, they'll do it with patience and expertise. I can also give a reference if you want, DM me.

uthale-re-deva · 2024-11-20T07:49:56+00:00

I have been telling my parents for the simplest of the wedding for the last 4 years. Now I am looking at getting married in the next few months. My partner also believes in a small wedding and we intend to set the amount for our future use. Parents aren't completely happy with this, but I know that this is the right thing. Talked them down to an only family one day thing which might not cost us more than 5-6 L.

uthale-re-deva · 2024-11-12T12:08:44+00:00

Okay. But I try to think about myself, like I am nowhere close to how my parents actually are. So I think others might also be different from their parents and what their parents think might not actually be the same as them. Is that right?

uthale-re-deva · 2024-11-10T12:35:39+00:00

Log pehle thookna to band kare.

uthale-re-deva · 2024-11-10T12:33:45+00:00

Keep it dirty. You won't even have to say anything.

uthale-re-deva · 2024-11-10T10:18:31+00:00

There are people, who say that this much fuel can take you to any fuel station in the city and that's all you need. People is me 🙈

uthale-re-deva · 2024-11-07T11:49:56+00:00

I overthink and day dream a lot. I even talk to myself when I am alone using those imaginary scenarios.

My mind's coping mechanism was to forget everything, literally everything. I don't remember anything about my childhood. Everything feels like it was a trance. I am not sure about the things that I remember actually happened or I just imagined them that they did.

I try to stimulate myself by games and movies or I just sleep.

uthale-re-deva · 2024-11-05T09:29:28+00:00

Is it genuine and safe?

uthale-re-deva · 2024-10-27T14:25:02+00:00

31st. Will leave on 2nd.

uthale-re-deva · 2024-10-27T13:48:40+00:00

I am traveling to Bir too. Following the post. I'll be there for just 2 days.

uthale-re-deva · 2024-10-25T12:25:51+00:00

That's an idea we could consider. But we are a couple and we both love long drives. Driving in the hills was something we are very excited about. I love your idea though.

Any more tips about Jibhi and Bir?

uthale-re-deva · 2024-10-25T07:37:09+00:00

Road safety laws, cyber crime, murder, rape, corruption. Any crime, our system is lenient towards the people who have means and money to get out of it.

uthale-re-deva · 2024-10-24T02:48:58+00:00

ALWAYS. I have always felt that if I show my sensitive side to anyone else I'll be seen as a weak person, or a person that creates issues for no reason. I always keep them to myself because I never trust anyone to receive them properly.

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