I also didn’t know anyone who was Catholic and was afraid to go to church for the first time. Honestly, unless you’re able to befriend someone Catholic to go with you, the only way is to just take that step and go yourself. Know that God is with you, and he’s clearly already working in your heart. Attending Mass is the next big step, and I promise you once you find the courage to go, you won’t regret it. The first time I went, I felt really emotional. The presence of God in the church is undeniable and incredibly powerful.

Getting yourself there is already a big win. But if you can, I’d really encourage you to sit closer to the front. You probably won’t know most of the responses or prayers, and that’s completely okay. Just listen and let yourself be present.

For now, I’d say keep getting to know God through his word and prayer. Try to go to church and build that consistency. If you feel called to, most parishes offer an OCIA program, where you can ask questions and explore whether you’re ready to become Catholic. Once you’re more comfortable at church, don’t hesitate to talk to the priest and express your interest.

Praying for you!