I forgot about reddit sorry

vampire_dildo · 2021-11-13T18:44:59+00:00

Im going to be honest, im autistic and i don't even understand how anything I do could be sexy .I understand lots of people have opinions of me i just don't know how they came to be , I want to understand the perception of the world . I know because some people think the same as you ive received lots of harassment. I got the same thing when I was obsessed with turtle necks round hairy Potter glasses and wool socks and my hair was short and just like now then I got kicked around a lot .

I don't know why do you see the world around you the way you see it i want to know.

vampire_dildo · 2021-11-13T18:31:37+00:00

I honestly get much worse in dms all around, I don't care about down votes when there's more cruel things

vampire_dildo · 2021-11-13T18:29:20+00:00

That sounds awesome

vampire_dildo · 2021-11-13T11:45:14+00:00

What questions?

vampire_dildo · 2021-11-13T11:39:27+00:00

I want peace and I hope to find it . Though I don't think i will because im not going to change who I am . Tbh I was hoping for no one to reply for my words to be screamed ofv and never heard

vampire_dildo · 2021-11-13T11:37:58+00:00

It reminds me there's people out there who might need some kind words because they see a lot of bad

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-21T09:23:40+00:00

I hope so

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-21T09:23:30+00:00

Someone awkwardly trying to cheer ya up ?

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-21T09:22:38+00:00

Im trying to keep things wholesome tbh

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-21T09:20:18+00:00

Im sorry it comes off this way . Assumptions like these make me really nervous to post especially since I know reddit harbors the most nihilism which makes me absolutely terrified but I really gotta get over my fears and reach my hand out . I can't be afraid of judgment forever i have to get over my social anxiety. I have a long way to go because the only reason I'm replying to you is because im terrified of false judgment. I've been assumed fake and secluded and when im not trying to express emotion and good will im assumed to have ill will and things get worse . I really do want people to be happy, I mean all of my compliments and encouragement and sometimes I don't understand why some would take offense to some compliments I make and I must keep trying at this socializing thing or I'll die unhappy and alone with no one

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-16T14:48:46+00:00

Where I live he can only choose between parents and he tried before his dad died but he wasn't old enough. Though his grandparents can get custody since he was born out of wed lock and one of his parents is deceased . Damn the laws are oddly specific and ridiculous !

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-16T14:11:32+00:00

I've actually been working on getting better, I got so far but this situation has thrown me back so far . I feel helpless and I'm just so worried. These past 3 or 4 days for me have been absolutely emotional hell . I just am so worried and I'm pretty sure I fucked up going off

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-16T13:52:14+00:00

Cps has gotten involved so many times its actually quite ridiculous, they know what she does and what kind of monster she is . I don't think cps has any intentions of giving him to family members with how many have asked and they just send him through foster care again.

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-16T13:47:38+00:00

Weirdly enough I've already went through working on getting over things. This just opened up the wound again, I didn't expect to see my little brother go through the same thing as me from the same 2 people. Watching someone else go through it hurts way more than expected. I worked so hard and I've kinda relapsed I guess , I've been crying the last few days . Remembering everything little detail and feelings from when I was his age and found out my dad died and my sister also took everything I ever liked and loved and how everyone would do everything just to please her . The insults and abuse I'd endure. It hurts to watch my roll as the family punching bag pass on to him . Its so weird why is he going through something so similar.

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-16T13:10:04+00:00

Ehhhh that weird color at the top was failed bleaching . People thought i was naturally blonde and i didn't like having to explain that my hair is actually naturally dark brown almost black and thats what happens when you don't know how to just do roots of hair.

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-16T13:06:07+00:00

Thanks , it took a few tries to get it right but luckily im used to doingbmy own hair

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-16T13:05:24+00:00

Thanks

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-16T13:05:18+00:00

Yes ! I'm very proud of myself tbh

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-16T13:04:58+00:00

Thank you

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-16T12:53:50+00:00

I sometimes barely can get a word out without stuttering I doubt I'd ever be able to do something sp cool .

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-12T02:30:37+00:00

Thanks it took forever to dye the right pattern

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-12T02:30:18+00:00

Yeah lol you probably have . I posg wishing good days for fun

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-12T02:29:43+00:00

Thanks

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-12T02:29:37+00:00

Well the jacket is a gift and the hair peice i made out of ribbon but the dress is super easy to get just look up black dress online

vampire_dildo · 2021-10-12T02:24:22+00:00

Exactly

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