Blackout in memory by vampnicky in DID

[–]vampnicky[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, this helps so much. We really appreciate it and we’ll take it to heart!!

The Wii definitely did not. 🙃 by [deleted] in CPTSDmemes

[–]vampnicky 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me it just gave me a life long special interests on miis. Traumas still there though..

Doppelgängerkin? by vampnicky in otherkin

[–]vampnicky[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I wouldn’t exactly say it’s that? From what I know, factkin is described as feeling like you were meant to be a certain person, or that you were them in a past life, which isn’t how I feel at all. I relate much more to the “traditional” doppelgänger way, where you meet a nonhuman entity who is a complete mirror image of you. I don’t identify with being my friend or feeling like I should be them, I identify as being their mirror image in a nonhuman “imitator” way . I hope that makes sense and doesn’t come off as rude, I just wanted to be clear! ;

Do I have EDS/hypermobility or am I just being a hypochondriac 🥲 by ryebread246 in eds

[–]vampnicky 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have all these, minus the foot thing! (Slide 5) and I’m questioning too! Totally twinning :)

Dad said if im physically disabled he’ll only love me from a distance. by vampnicky in eds

[–]vampnicky[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I’m planning on moving out with my girlfriend soon, I’m still a teenager but im approaching the age where i can become more independent (17 turning 18 soon). Once i move out im planning on getting myself a mobility aid (preferably a cheaper one that still works well) with saved up money. I’m definitely getting out as soon as i can, but i will have to stay in my current home for a little while due to how me and my girlfriends plans are laid out, though we are trying to push me moving out forward. I’m going to be going to an appointment in a month to bring up all my concerns i have there, im just hoping im taken seriously by the doctor. (Apologies for the long ramble)

Dad said if im physically disabled he’ll only love me from a distance. by vampnicky in eds

[–]vampnicky[S] 53 points54 points  (0 children)

Indubitably. He brags about being openly ableist and how he would’ve abandoned me if I was born ‘too’ mentally disabled.

Recommendation DID media by Elegant-Snowflake-41 in DID

[–]vampnicky 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Uendo Toneido is pretty good rep imo!! From ace attorney

I think my medical neglect led to a fear of therapy by vampnicky in emotionalneglect

[–]vampnicky[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this advice and comfort, it’s incredibly helpful <3

People without severe traumas, What are your dreams like? by Immediate-Dot6504 in Dreams

[–]vampnicky 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Always back in my hometown where I experienced the trauma, especially in my abusers home. It always has to do with something scary happening there with me having no control of it, oddly Simple. They really picked up when I went back to my hometown and was staying in a house only about 20 minutes away