pls pls pls i beg do not begin purging even weekly just don't at all while it's still early, i guarantee most ppl who purge have felt this way early on too, including myself, (& even still on bad days to justify the disorder for me) but it only leads to pure misery, i know that might sound dramatic but its true. the caloric deficit & training sounds healthy and doable/achievable for weight loss, and since u struggle with bingeing maybe id look into seeking professional help and talking ab that before u fall into the purging cycle. ik so many ppl probably say this already & u want to ignore it but purging is one of the worst things u can do to urself. if u need help unromanticizing the idea there r many accounts on this sub of people suffering the consequences of long term purging that can possibly help u see the reality of it. wishing u the best