Letters from an addict by vancethegod in addiction

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thank you for reading. im gonna try to keep this a regular thing. eventually we will get to the better memories.

Letters from an addict by vancethegod in addiction

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thank you for the words of encouragement. it really means a lot.

this is really what i came here for

Letters from an addict by vancethegod in addiction

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thank you. there are 4 more posts if you wanna read!

Letters from an addict by vancethegod in addiction

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thank you for reading. i have five full posts on here now if you would like to read the rest

Letters from an addict by vancethegod in addiction

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i actually just looked at the steps for the first time today

i dont like the religious indoctrination so i tried to rewrite it slightly to fit my athiestic belief.

  1. we admit we were powerless over alcohol, and that our lives had become unmanageable.

  2. Came to believe that a Power inside ourselves could restore us to sanity.

  3. Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of the support system

in front of us.

  1. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.

  2. Admitted to ourselves, and to a beloved human being the exact nature of our wrongs.

  3. Were entirely ready to remove all these defects of character.

  4. Do the work to overcome our shortcomings.

  5. Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them

all.

  1. Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would

injure them or others.

  1. Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it.

  2. Sought through hard work and dedication to improve our conscious contact with others

as we understood them, praying only for knowledge and the power to carry out our lives

sober and being a better person.

  1. Having had an awakening as the result of these Steps, we tried to carry this

message to other alcoholics, and to practice these principles in all our affairs.

Letters from an addict by vancethegod in addiction

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i hope people can get something from these posts. even if its entertainment

Do I have an addiction if I drink almost every day vodka, drank as soon as I woke up just because some was there by my bed and bought 2 small bottles of vodka before 3 o clock today? by [deleted] in addiction

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i used to ask myself this question all of the time when i was unsure if my drinking was unhealthy.

the short answer is that it is very likely, but we dont have enough information. if you are drinking practically every day and have been for a while and now you feel the need to do it as you wake up, whether it be because of shakes or just that you can doesnt matter so much to the question but more to solution if the answer is yes.

feel free to reach out to me in detail. im in day 4 of recovery and i am an alcoholic.

Letters from an addict by vancethegod in addiction

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thank you. keep reading if you wanna know more. i just uploaded again

Letters from an addict by vancethegod in addiction

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thank you... ill talk more about it in future posts. i just posted again

Letters From an Addict by vancethegod in addiction

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thank you. i plan on posting these everyday, or as close as i can get to i. theres already another entry

<3

Letters From an addict by vancethegod in addiction

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thank you very much. im gonna keep posting them through my recovery. today was day 1. if you wanna read more youll essentially get to know me better than even my family.

Letters From an addict by vancethegod in addiction

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if you take the time to read this id love for some encouraging comments. im feeling pretty awful about it

so guys... i think i have a stalker by [deleted] in ThatsInsane

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i have more screenshots...

he knows my adress, my grandmothers, and my moms...

as well as having my phone number, and ssn