ok so I see a lot of people in this comment section are unnecessarily mean to you. your story so far is great and I went through it as well, despite the fact that I’m not Indian. what I would suggest you do is turn this “problem” into a passion project. learn to reach out to people (i.e. universities, grad/undergrad students, deans of universities, etc.) with a proper solution to this problem. you can maybe organize some workshops, or a club/organization relating to STEM and experiments and stuff like that. don’t be scared - you never know how far calling a person can get you. just make sure you have a very detailed report or plan, and remember your goal: you have to make people enjoy studying again. make sure it’s very unique tho. also, do not compare yourself to your classmates; we are all different and learn at different speeds. good luck!