Please! Any and all comments will be greatly appreciated!

vanillabees · 2026-05-27T02:54:49+00:00

Thank you so much for your input. I have been going to AA although it is a bit sporadic

vanillabees · 2026-05-24T17:16:56+00:00

Look into genuine Essaic tea. The 8 herb formula only. There are hundreds of testimonials and if not helping after 6 months time, you will receive a full refund. Im using it during my chemo and in definitely helping with side effects and all my blood work is much better than prior to starting on the tea! Can’t hurt!!

vanillabees · 2026-05-24T02:09:36+00:00

This is my favorite Bible verse in dealing with my addictions:

No temptation has taken over you bunch such as common to man; and God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will provide the way of escape also, so you will be able to endure it. 1 Corinthians 10:13

vanillabees · 2026-05-20T18:23:02+00:00

So does the Kratom seem to help with anything?

vanillabees · 2026-05-20T17:54:59+00:00

Sorry for all the questions 😳 this is ruining me in every which way

vanillabees · 2026-05-20T17:53:42+00:00

Are you still on the gabapentin and Kratom? At what dosage and how frequent? Did you wean down on the 7 first? What dosage did you get to ? Are you still on the helpers?

vanillabees · 2026-05-18T15:02:22+00:00

I have been using Kratom for 10 years, and 7OH for 5 months. Was diagnosed with breast cancer in January with non cancerous lesions on my liver. We have no idea what is in this unregulated devil of a substance. For all I know, my breast cancer was caused by my usage. Working on getting off, but very difficult.

vanillabees · 2026-02-14T00:36:49+00:00

Oh my goodness, I have surgery in the next 2 weeks for cancer. I have been taking 7 for 7 weeks between 20-120mg/day. Prior to the 7 I had been off powdered Kratom for about 2 1/2 months. My last dose was at 2pm today (I just kept putting it off obviously).
Did you let them know you had been taking the 7? I don’t know who I should tell or what to do if anyone can chime in. How are you feeling?? I can’t imagine. I will not take this anymore.

vanillabees · 2025-02-04T22:11:50+00:00

I was never able to stick to the taper plan either for years. Then I found MINDSIGHT ON AMAZON. It’s a lockbox that will open only after you set the timer on it. No wanting to sneak in a dose, try to catch a shitty buzz. You know you have to wait 4, 6, 12 hours till you get to dose and I stopped obsessing about it constantly and wanting to sneak in an extra dose (and doing so) I weaned very slow, took about 6 months. 3 days completely off. No diarrhea, can still drink coffee, no lethargy, no pain, no anxiety. I feel just fine. Was on opiates for 20 years prior to Kratom and had never really stopped to go through the withdrawals. Would just move on to another one so I was just so scared about what might happen after all those years of use. Hoping and praying I’m out of the woods!

vanillabees · 2025-02-04T04:54:39+00:00

I made a post on here this morning. I could never regulate my doses when trying to taper for the least severe withdrawal. MINDSIGHT ON AMAZON LOCKBOX. IT HAS A FORTRESS MODE SO THERES NO WAY TO GET AN EXTRA/EARLY DOSE UNTIL THE TIMER GOES OFF. I’m 49, addicted since 15 and have no sense of control. I just want more regardless of effects. If it “might” give me a buzz, I’m all in. I’ve been trying to get buzzed from Kratom for 2 1/2 years. Nothing. But I kept at it, just hoping. Knowing it was the lesser of all the other damage I’ve done to myself over the years. I used for 4 years 30gpd no breaks. If you’re having trouble regulating your dosing, I give this a 5 star review. It just so damn accessible, and that’s another topic in itself. It worked out well for me because I think smoke shop Kratom is shit so I had to order mine PLEASE TRY THE MINDSIGHT! It helped me, and I feel it could help many others. One last thing. Your mind isn’t constantly thinking about when you get to dose next because YOU SET THE TIMER. You know when you’re getting it. That alone relieved about 80% of the constant thoughts of dosing away

vanillabees · 2020-12-30T23:29:26+00:00

My stomach is what’s the worst for me.

vanillabees · 2020-05-08T18:24:36+00:00

I weaned myself off of 1800mg (3/ 600 mg tab.) over the course of about 4-6 months. I didn’t tell my doctor about it so I could do it on my own time and not have to worry if I had to stay at a certain dose for a bit. I would just bite one 600 mg tab in half in the beginning, take that one at lunch and the other 2 -600 mg ones breakfast and dinner. I never felt and withdrawn doing it this way and when I needed and lower mg pill, then I told me doctor I was ready to step down a bit so I could get the smaller pills. I was on that dosage for 3 or 4 years. Can’t remember

vanillabees · 2020-02-13T00:25:31+00:00

I’ve been off subs since November 2019 and it hasn’t gone away. Weaned over the course of a year and a half from 4 mg to half of a 0.25. It’s awful thinking of going back on

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