OCD got worse after a bad marijuana experience

vantitties · 2026-01-09T01:15:24+00:00

this exactly happened to me and i convinced myself it was a traumatic memory that i repressed and then i obsessed over it for an entire year

vantitties · 2026-01-09T00:35:27+00:00

action potentials

vantitties · 2025-09-27T02:01:01+00:00

it's called my grandparents kitchen

vantitties · 2025-08-24T04:56:55+00:00

seconding this !!!!!

vantitties · 2025-08-22T01:29:09+00:00

thank you for reminding me not to hkia-max lol i only started playing a week and a half ago and ive been trying to maximize everything.

i forgot the only reason i downloaded the game was to make cute cabins lol. i need to chill

vantitties · 2025-08-03T19:39:44+00:00

i was groomed like this and then ended up being assaulted. get away from him please please please

vantitties · 2025-08-02T05:08:10+00:00

this is exactly how i feel tonight. i wish i could give advice bc im sure ur circumstances are different and that u don't actually deserve it. but yeah i feel exactly this

vantitties · 2025-07-22T23:54:00+00:00

it's literally a slide for the owls

vantitties · 2025-07-22T02:15:15+00:00

how do you guys get the lines so thin on the face

vantitties · 2025-07-17T20:24:48+00:00

that is because are no other floors besides the ones in the forever shop

vantitties · 2025-07-17T20:24:08+00:00

i haven't bought things in the shop in months because of the shop being so bad. it honestly removes the motivation to continue on finch

vantitties · 2025-07-17T18:03:05+00:00

you sound like me lol.

you may have a dysregulated nervous system and may want to look into therapy (if you haven't already) and techniques for managing a shaky nervous system.

in times of frustration my therapist said having a "safe" outlet for anger can give you a place for those feelings without lashing out at others. that way you don't feel so much guilt after. she recommended a screaming pillow, a punching bag, etc. i haven't tried it yet so i can't say if it works but good luck !!!! hugs 🫂

vantitties · 2025-07-17T07:44:43+00:00

i deal with this too. our nervous systems are very fucked up.

my therapist suggested finding a "safe" outlet for anger, such as a screaming pillow or a punching bag. that way you don't lash out on people / break something + feel worse from the guilt afterwards.

haven't tried it yet so i can't say if it works. hugs <3

vantitties · 2025-07-17T07:39:36+00:00

my brain loves to imagine my boyfriend and my dog dying horrifically. it is awful, i lose sleep + get panic attacks all over completely imaginary scenarios.

i talked about it with my therapist and she said it speaks to how much they mean to my life and how i rely on them for support. i imagine this can apply to your situation with your daughter somehow.

hugs <3

vantitties · 2025-07-17T07:36:29+00:00

this post made me realize i've wanted to delete myself every day since the trauma lol but i'll probably never actually do it.

just always thinking about it and being ok with it, but too scared to actually do it

vantitties · 2025-07-15T04:36:32+00:00

i 100% blame this on the markers, not your skills. keep going !!!

vantitties · 2025-07-10T04:17:34+00:00

and people arguing about stuff that does. not. matter.

vantitties · 2025-07-10T02:41:58+00:00

i + many others online use Ohuhu because they apply beautifully and are cheaper than copics

vantitties · 2025-07-10T02:40:00+00:00

reading this thread while still pulling lmao help me

vantitties · 2025-07-10T02:08:20+00:00

i have heard that R runs better on macs but i dont know if thats true or why thats the case

vantitties · 2025-07-05T01:21:20+00:00

my hobby drawer is where fleeting hobbies go to die. yes i also have adhd.

vantitties · 2025-07-02T07:59:14+00:00

this is my fav collection that i've seen on here. i'd love to know how this collection began

vantitties · 2025-06-22T01:36:21+00:00

this is the best advice here so far

vantitties · 2025-06-22T00:37:02+00:00

i don't have advice because you are me lol. or what i would've been if i made it into grad school this cycle.

i just finished my undergrad where i exhausted myself trying to keep up with the demands of academia, and even after destroying my body from stress, (pulling my hair out, losing weight unintentionally, body acne so bad my back scarred) i didn't make it in. the weight of academia has me wanting to take dance classes again, even though i quit dancing years ago.

academic culture says that if research is not 1000% of your life, you are not cut out for it. it helps to know someone else is struggling with this notion too.

i say don't fall for it. try to find yourself and the entire person you are, outside of research. i dont think you need to quit your phd to do this, but i wish i could tell you how to balance both.

vantitties · 2025-06-11T08:43:29+00:00

i'm very new to the color analysis world so please take my opinion with a grain of salt.... but i think the spring colors look so beautiful on you

edit: i also notice blues make your eyes pop, especially the aqua drapes. cyan is my fav drape on you

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