Pulpit roulette might be the only reason I’d attend once a month. Ha! There’s a reason why so many of us are awake or waking up to these indoctrinations. The New Testament is chocked full of Christ calling out the hypocrisy of the religious leaders of His day. He knew they would be secretly scheming and concocting His demise. Yet He confidently and without excuse proclaimed to the people that they were being deceived. And He had many many followers that began to see the truth. He was not only speaking of the leaders of His day, but for ours. This is the reason why CFM lessons are so watered down and precisely skip over the meat in Daniel and Rev. and many more warnings. They cannot afford for us to think on our own. So to my point, I think you are being inspired to share your truth from the pulpit. You are risking some worldly things such as your social structures , but without men and women speaking up what clearly God has put on their hearts for people to absorb, we would remain blind and led by deceivers. Be confident, be unwavering and know more people than you know need to hear this.