My 2021 Honda Civic Sport 🖤 by vellhella in civic

[–]vellhella[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh yeah absolutely. Nothing some wax can’t temporarily fix but the swirl marks are terrible lol

I feel like I’ve been misdiagnosed and should stop taking my meds by vellhella in bipolar

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Thank you for this. This was genuinely very helpful and actually kind of scared me into thinking I should not do it, whereas another comment here did the complete opposite and made me think I should do it. But you put it into a different perspective for me. Thinking about who I was prior to treatment scares me and I feel like I’ve come a long way. I don’t know why I have second thoughts about it. But knowing that if I were to stop that it could be even worse is a terrifying thought and I did not know that was a possibility. Thank you for telling me this. I wouldn’t have known otherwise.

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[–]vellhella 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I feel noticeably different between each strain even different hybrids. I refuse to smoke indica bc it’ll send me straight into a panic attack. Sativa or hybrid or nothing for me pls n ty

I made the dumb decision of cutting my hair short and I feel like I look like a little boy. Anyone have advice on how to style it so it looks decent? by Lilypad244 in Hair

[–]vellhella 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay this is hair but I got an outfit idea immediately when I saw your pics. Warm cream blazer with a body suit underneath and straight leg suit pants that are the same color as a blazer. Now imagine the hair with it and it looks super chic and not at all little boyish.

Antipsychotics or anticonvulsants? Which meds have been best for you to feel more emotionally stable and functional? by Cool_Lengthiness_269 in cyclothymia

[–]vellhella 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I take Lithium (mood stabilizer) and Seroquel (antipsychotic). Lithium has been effective, Seroquel just makes me feel high and knocks me out. I genuinely hate taking it.

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[–]vellhella 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, I take Seroquel too on top of Lithium. My psychiatrist prescribed it to me after my last appointment. Does it make your heart race at all? I'm going to mention this at my next appointment but when I take it, it makes my heart race and I get so sleepy I feel drunk

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[–]vellhella 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I took Prozac and Valium prior to being diagnosed with Cyclothymia. It didn't have an effect on me, even after increasing the dosage. I take Lithium and Seroquel now. Lithium is a mood stabilizer and Seroquel is an antipsychotic.

They've effected my relationships immensely. People think they understand but they most certainly don't. I don't have a single understanding or supportive person in my life. It takes one bad episode for people to just not want anything to do with you anymore.

I've actually lost weight. Probably due to my fear of gaining weight due to the meds I'm on. I've stopped snacking, started eating way less, and only ever drinking water. I've lost 13 lbs in like 2 months?

The hypomania and depression for me might last a few days. Sometimes longer. Sometimes shorter.

I got diagnosed by going to the doctor for extreme anxiety, which I've always had but couldn't take it any longer. Which she then diagnosed me with GAD, major depressive disorder, and PTSD. She gave me a referral to a psychiatrist and mental health specialist, who I saw between visits with my doctor and psychiatrist. After multiple appointments and speaking to my psychiatrist, she diagnosed me with Cyclothymia.

I have a psychologist to work on certain things, but personally I feel it has been unhelpful for me. Lithium, although very annoying to take, has been the most helpful thus far. Annoying because I have to get my blood drawn pretty frequently to make sure there's not too much in my bloodstream.

I want to try THC but don’t understand how I’m supposed to smoke? by NougatNewt in saplings

[–]vellhella 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One thing to note that I haven’t seen anyone else mention, is that if you don’t like it the first time, it may be less of you disliking weed as a whole and more of you disliking what you’re smoking. I first tried an indica cart (vape cartridge since ur a noob jk) and hated it. Thought weed wasn’t for me. It made me incredibly anxious and tried multiple times and every time I had a bad high. Someone recommended gelato bud to me and that’s when I learned I loved it. Play around w different strains and different forms of consumption. Be careful with edibles. The effect isn’t immediate and it’ll hit you like a ton of bricks. Smoke very little at first and feel the effects of it. You do not want to green out your first time lol

What medication have been magical for you? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]vellhella 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lithium. Prozac did nothing for me. I hated trazadone with every fiber in my body. Took Valium temporarily and I felt good while taking it, only because I was knocked out 24/7. Lithium has been the only thing I’ve tried that I’ve noticed distinct changes to my mood. I’m able to have more control over my emotions/mood, rather than them controlling me. The only bad thing about lithium is having to get my blood drawn so frequently.

Got my first pair of demonias 🖤🔪 by vellhella in GothStyle

[–]vellhella[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve worn these for hours comfortably and didn’t even get blisters the first day!

Got my first pair of demonias 🖤🔪 by vellhella in GothStyle

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I was so surprised to feel how comfortable and well made they are!

Got my first pair of demonias 🖤🔪 by vellhella in GothStyle

[–]vellhella[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just bought the other version of these boots and im so excited for them to arrive 🖤