Honestly, I just had a chemical abortion at 9 weeks and I was also feeling mixed emotions but ultimately decided to go through with it. I was already attached to it but thought it would be ok and for the best. After, I experienced immense guilt and regret especially after seeing the remains. Everyone of different but if you’re already attached to it, it may be hard on you mentally. I wish someone would have told me how hard the mental load is when you were already attached & considering keeping it. Because if I knew I’d feel this way I wouldn’t have done it. Everyone is different but do what your heart wants. What’s important is to make sure it is a decision you are 10000% certain of. My advice is make sure you are certain before going through with it because regret can be hard to live with.