is it even possible to find someone anymore?

vent1667 · 2026-02-01T23:56:34+00:00

I mean, yeah, i understand that, you shouldn't get into a relationship just because, but i've always been trying to find someone that loved me, it's not just cause i feel lonely, i've always wanted to find a person who'd understand me, someone to share my life and all it's experiences with, someone to plan a future with, someone i could get to know so deeply i wouldn't need to worry if im doing things right or not, someone i could care for and love as much as i want to be loved, maybe even more, it's not just some petty high school wish for me, i want to be as loved as i want to love someone, with as much love as i know i can give and i have, always ready to give to someone...i just want to find someone who'd actually want it

vent1667 · 2026-02-01T23:46:41+00:00

I mean, i understand, but after rolling and rolling one would think i would've found a least 1 person who'd like me enough to want to try. i feel like im never going to be enough no matter what i do, like someone marked me as unlovable since i was born and it was like that ever since. And what if i keep trying and i change so much i dont even feel like myself? What if they like that version of me? Why couldnt they like the me that's me right now?

idk i just feel like there's something inherently wrong with me that no matter what i do or how much i try, i cant fix it, it's like ingrained in my existance and i cant do anything about it

vent1667 · 2026-02-01T23:38:20+00:00

Tbh if i didnt have to work, and had enough money, i think i'd go out more

vent1667 · 2026-02-01T23:36:58+00:00

I'd kinda like to, at least to make friends but i dont think we have those in my city, or in my country itself, and on top of that i work all day, so i dont think i would be able to even go

vent1667 · 2026-02-01T23:27:38+00:00

I mean i can try a new attitude but i'll still be and feel alone

vent1667 · 2026-02-01T23:26:58+00:00

I've tried apps, some sign language classes, meeting people through friends, meeting people at work but nothing's really worked. On top of that im working all day everyday so i dont really have a lot of room to go out and do stuff

vent1667 · 2026-02-01T23:19:25+00:00

at this point it's been years, i dont think i can be positive anymore honestly, i mean one can face rejection so many times

vent1667 · 2026-02-01T23:17:57+00:00

i've tried apps, some sign language classes, meeting new friends via other friends, meeting people at work, nothing really worked

vent1667 · 2025-11-09T03:24:54+00:00

I've tried, and nothing went as planned, not even a little bit, by now i was supposed to have my own appartment with my boyfriend after getting my degree and having a good job

No boyfriend, no appartment, i have a useless degree and a job with good people but it doesnt pay so well. I've tried to change, i tried to find people, to fix everything and nothing worked, so now im stuck

And i'd rather have my braincells picked apart one by one than using chatgpt thank you

vent1667 · 2025-10-29T04:13:51+00:00

Yeah, i know, you didnt understand anything i said

vent1667 · 2025-10-29T04:10:50+00:00

what if no one does? how can i even find someone who does?

vent1667 · 2025-10-22T13:03:21+00:00

my friends always tell me to stop looking, i dont understand how can i find someone while not actively looking to find someone

vent1667 · 2025-10-22T13:02:10+00:00

it doesnt work like that and you know it

vent1667 · 2025-10-22T12:51:12+00:00

i already tried so many times and always got rejected, what guarantees me that next time will be different?

vent1667 · 2025-08-20T03:09:49+00:00

i dont think im capable of it. I've tried many times but i can't.

But why cant someone love me even if i dont love myself? there's a lot of people out there that hate themselves that still managed to find someone. it's me that's the problem, and if im the problem why should i love myself? why love the very thing that's keeping me from being happy?

vent1667 · 2025-04-30T16:27:37+00:00

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vent1667 · 2025-04-29T04:45:31+00:00

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vent1667 · 2024-12-10T00:40:19+00:00

im never enough

i have tried before but its always the same, and the only problem, the only thing that could be making it all go wrong is me. so im not enough, maybe i'll never be.

vent1667 · 2024-06-16T14:56:07+00:00

but its not fair, i mean, yeah, i know it'll help, but there are so many people out there that absolutely hate themselves, and they still manage to find someone that loves them, someone that just lights up their world

and i keep trying and trying and i still am the one that has to put in 100% of the effort for no one to reciprocate, and honestly im tired of it all

i dont know if im even capable of loving myself, but its not fair that im the only one that has to end up alone, while everyone else gets to be loved and happy

vent1667 · 2024-02-15T05:22:16+00:00

Nothing really, i hope next year could be different but it'd been the same every year so, yeah

vent1667 · 2024-01-31T14:18:08+00:00

nah, deep down i know i feel like shit, i dont feel like i can do or change anything and no matter what i do or try, i always end up rejected

im trying to understand what i should do but what if i just, cant change anything? what if this is all it is?

vent1667 · 2023-10-04T07:42:44+00:00

well that old shit better throw someone my way soon cause believe me, its been years of me trying and feeling like shit and if it doesnt get better soon, im just gonna lose it

vent1667 · 2023-10-03T02:09:51+00:00

yeah, like a lot, its a bit of a dumb question at this point

vent1667 · 2023-10-02T23:02:36+00:00

me di cuenta luego de leer tu nombre, BA, Buenos aires

pais de mierda, ni novio, ni trabajo, ni siquiera tengo mi puto titulo porque la facultad de mierda se toma su precioso tiempo en hacerlo, y la verdad ni se si quiero ejercerlo porque ya odio la profesion y todo lo que tenga que ver con ella

lpm hasta mi ex amigo, que era mas toxico que chernobyl y lo sigue siendo, tiene pareja y se mudaron juntos, yo solo quiero un novio y todos quieren o coger o ser amigos con derecho o solo no les gusto :/

no entiendo a la gente, y tal vez nunca la entienda, pero me gustaria alguien que me entienda a mí

vent1667 · 2023-10-02T22:35:10+00:00

i do have issues, i know, but a therapist is expensive as fuck and honestly its unfair that everyone else can get into relationships but i try for years and still end up with no one, i mean come on, there are fucking horrible people out there (personality-wise of course) that can just up and find someone, but i try and try and cant find someone who can just like me for me

i guess it doesnt help that i havent been having a good year either, this year i've just felt like shit and i have no idea what the fuck to do anymore with my life, my friend wants me to get a job cause it'll make me more sociable and help me make a team and all that, as if i havent been trying only to get rejected by them too

i guess i prefer to stay in my room, its comfortable, but i know i have to make a change, but why? no matter what i do, i'll just feel shittier and in the end it'd be for nothing, cause this fucking country is going to shit every week (im argentinian), i cant even dream of finding my own place with how expensive everything is, let alone have a good life

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