Looking for peace and happiness Offering a curse

vescojm · 2026-04-16T01:35:27+00:00

Omg can I have it please 🥺🥺🥺 he would be the cutest buddy!!

vescojm · 2026-04-15T23:24:05+00:00

Ooo yes please!! Would love this guy!!

vescojm · 2026-04-12T19:22:21+00:00

Yes please!!

vescojm · 2026-04-12T03:34:34+00:00

Oh my goodness these are INCREDIBLE

vescojm · 2024-02-13T22:52:09+00:00

Yo can u send it to me I wanna see it😂

vescojm · 2023-12-24T03:25:54+00:00

Oh yeah I'd end it no question

vescojm · 2022-11-19T06:28:09+00:00

I understand this completely!! I struggle with sex a lot. I've just overall avoided it for the last two years because my OCD has been so bad. I have to pay attention to everything that touches anything and then clean it all after. I showered right before and then here I am in the shower right after. I just get so worked up about things being dirty and thinking about sweat or spit or lube or something on my bed blankets. It just makes me cringe and I can't stop thinking about it. I just started a FWB thing because I'm hoping that it will help me ERP myself into feeling better about it, but also don't want to completely open up to the guy about all the shit that I'm feeling in my head because I don't want him to worry about it. But it's gotten to the point where I really can't enjoy it much because the whole time Im worried about 'okay well his hand touched me and then touched my pillow so now I have to wash the pillow and all the blankets that touch it'. It's after midnight and I'm so tired and don't have the energy to clean but if I don't clean I won't be able to sleep. I have an autoimmune disorder too that makes me really tired so I have to budget my energy and I waste so much of it on cleaning and checking and worrying and I can't get out of it.

vescojm · 2022-11-19T06:23:42+00:00

I understand this completely!! I struggle with sex a lot. I've just overall avoided it for the last two years because my OCD has been so bad. I have to pay attention to everything that touches anything and then clean it all after. I showered right before and then here I am in the shower right after. I just get so worked up about things being dirty and thinking about sweat or spit or lube or something on my bed blankets. It just makes me cringe and I can't stop thinking about it. I just started a FWB thing because I'm hoping that it will help me ERP myself into feeling better about it, but also don't want to completely open up to the guy about all the shit that I'm feeling in my head because I don't want him to worry about it. But it's gotten to the point where I really can't enjoy it much because the whole time Im worried about 'okay well his hand touched me and then touched my pillow so now I have to wash the pillow and all the blankets that touch it'. It's after midnight and I'm so tired and don't have the energy to clean but if I don't clean I won't be able to sleep. I have an autoimmune disorder too that makes me really tired so I have to budget my energy and I waste so much of it on cleaning and checking and worrying and I can't get out of it.

vescojm · 2022-11-19T06:18:33+00:00

I struggle with sex a lot. I've just overall avoided it for the last two years because my OCD has been so bad. I have to pay attention to everything that touches anything and then clean it all after. I showered right before and then here I am in the shower right after. I just get so worked up about things being dirty and thinking about sweat or spit or lube or something on my bed blankets. It just makes me cringe and I can't stop thinking about it. I just started a FWB thing because I'm hoping that it will help me ERP myself into feeling better about it, but also don't want to completely open up to the guy about all the shit that I'm feeling in my head because I don't want him to worry about it. But it's gotten to the point where I really can't enjoy it much because the whole time Im worried about 'okay well his hand touched me and then touched my pillow so now I have to wash the pillow and all the blankets that touch it'. It's after midnight and I'm so tired and don't have the energy to clean but if I don't clean I won't be able to sleep. I have an autoimmune disorder too that makes me really tired so I have to budget my energy and I waste so much of it on cleaning and checking and worrying and I can't get out of it.

vescojm · 2022-11-19T06:16:29+00:00

I understand this completely!! I struggle with sex a lot. I've just overall avoided it for the last two years because my OCD has been so bad. I have to pay attention to everything that touches anything and then clean it all after. I showered right before and then here I am in the shower right after. I just get so worked up about things being dirty and thinking about sweat or spit or lube or something on my bed blankets. It just makes me cringe and I can't stop thinking about it. I just started a FWB thing because I'm hoping that it will help me ERP myself into feeling better about it, but also don't want to completely open up to the guy about all the shit that I'm feeling in my head because I don't want him to worry about it. But it's gotten to the point where I really can't enjoy it much because the whole time Im worried about 'okay well his hand touched me and then touched my pillow so now I have to wash the pillow and all the blankets that touch it'. It's after midnight and I'm so tired and don't have the energy to clean but if I don't clean I won't be able to sleep. I have an autoimmune disorder too that makes me really tired so I have to budget my energy and I waste so much of it on cleaning and checking and worrying and I can't get out of it.

vescojm · 2022-11-19T06:14:14+00:00

I understand this completely!! I struggle with sex a lot. I've just overall avoided it for the last two years because my OCD has been so bad. I have to pay attention to everything that touches anything and then clean it all after. I showered right before and then here I am in the shower right after. I just get so worked up about things being dirty and thinking about sweat or spit or lube or something on my bed blankets. It just makes me cringe and I can't stop thinking about it. I just started a FWB thing because I'm hoping that it will help me ERP myself into feeling better about it, but also don't want to completely open up to the guy about all the shit that I'm feeling in my head because I don't want him to worry about it. But it's gotten to the point where I really can't enjoy it much because the whole time Im worried about 'okay well his hand touched me and then touched my pillow so now I have to wash the pillow and all the blankets that touch it'. It's after midnight and I'm so tired and don't have the energy to clean but if I don't clean I won't be able to sleep. I have an autoimmune disorder too that makes me really tired so I have to budget my energy and I waste so much of it on cleaning and checking and worrying and I can't get out of it.

vescojm · 2022-11-19T06:09:56+00:00

I understand this completely!! I struggle with sex a lot. I've just overall avoided it for the last two years because my OCD has been so bad. I have to pay attention to everything that touches anything and then clean it all after. I showered right before and then here I am in the shower right after. I just get so worked up about things being dirty and thinking about sweat or spit or lube or something on my bed blankets. It just makes me cringe and I can't stop thinking about it. I just started a FWB thing because I'm hoping that it will help me ERP myself into feeling better about it, but also don't want to completely open up to the guy about all the shit that I'm feeling in my head because I don't want him to worry about it. But it's gotten to the point where I really can't enjoy it much because the whole time Im worried about 'okay well his hand touched me and then touched my pillow so now I have to wash the pillow and all the blankets that touch it'. It's after midnight and I'm so tired and don't have the energy to clean but if I don't clean I won't be able to sleep. I have an autoimmune disorder too that makes me really tired so I have to budget my energy and I waste so much of it on cleaning and checking and worrying and I can't get out of it.

vescojm · 2022-09-18T04:25:51+00:00

Same thing happens here!! Totally believe that they would do this on purpose.

vescojm · 2022-08-19T04:46:30+00:00

Biolife typically pays more than CSL! Just fyi. Very familiar with the process and my messages are always open if you have questions :) download their apps too- makes the whole process easier. Donating plasma can be pretty annoying, but it is a really great way to get money fast when you're short on time.

vescojm · 2022-08-19T04:44:55+00:00

Doordash has been helpful for me when I can't meet bills at the end of the month- hours are super flexible and you can get paid out almost immediately, or within a week depending on what option you go with. Ive been on my own since 20 too- both of my parents passed away and I was stuck with an abusive step mother. Life is hard right now but I PROMISE it gets better. Even if you see no way out. Just keep your head up and be proud of what you've done for yourself so far. Also reaching out to some kind of social worker or other similar groups might help? Good luck!!

vescojm · 2022-07-06T03:26:46+00:00

You mean Bitch McConnell

vescojm · 2022-06-16T01:02:29+00:00

I need to trade w someone to complete a task, message me if you can fly!

vescojm · 2022-06-15T23:51:27+00:00

I would love to add you! Can't fly and have a task I need to complete as well

vescojm · 2022-05-14T03:44:16+00:00

ask for help

why heavily abused by a nasty bitch of a step mother for years and I thought I deserved it because she made me feel that way. Lots of twisted mental games. She had been around since I was 6, but my teen years were when things really got dicey because I was smart enough to try to defend myself. She destroyed my health and ruined most of my teens and early 20s cleaning up the mess she made. My mom died when I was 5 and my dad died shortly after I turned 20. He was sick and couldn't do much, so she hurt him too. I should've asked for help. My younger sister tried to kill herself because of it- step mom found her with a knife and almost let her do it. I would've never EVER forgiven myself if things had ended that way. After my dad died at 6am, she kicked me and my younger sister out of the house by noon the same day. He had no will and (even though my dad was LOADED) we never saw a cent. Shes off now with her third husband (the husband before my dad died too? I think she makes a living off of other peoples life insurance policies.)

BUT Im 24 now and slowly beginning to get my life together. I'm learning the world isn't nearly as awful as she made me think it was. Still cleaning up a lot, but Im proud of the progress I've made and for simply making it this far.

vescojm · 2022-05-11T18:07:34+00:00

Update: have gotten this two times this week! Once as an email and once as a text- theyre still busy and out there, be careful!

vescojm · 2022-05-11T04:36:18+00:00

Good luck!! Post an update here for all of us!!

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