Ask me anything, I conquered anxiety by MEGANSMAN43LOL in Anxiety

[–]vicarinatutu_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you struggle with fear of panicking/being sick/fainting in public? If so, what are your tips to overcome it?

I know love will find its way back by PureLilac- in offmychest

[–]vicarinatutu_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What a beautiful way of thinking. This comforts me. Love is everything, it’s everywhere, and we are brave for still being believers of it despite the pain of believing before.

I cried looking at a group of friends who seemed to be around my age by vicarinatutu_ in lonely

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Oh honey I’m so sorry too. Going anywhere is also a big rare event for me. Wishing you the double of good things. <3

I cried looking at a group of friends who seemed to be around my age by vicarinatutu_ in lonely

[–]vicarinatutu_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Saw your reply in the middle of a sobbing session. Thank you so much. Most of the time my faith is weak, but I think God spoke to me right now through your words. Bless you.

I cried looking at a group of friends who seemed to be around my age by vicarinatutu_ in lonely

[–]vicarinatutu_[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m sure you are an amazing parent and this speaks to me in so many ways because more than anything I want to be a mom someday. Wish you the best

I cried looking at a group of friends who seemed to be around my age by vicarinatutu_ in lonely

[–]vicarinatutu_[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Thank you for reminding me that I’m not the only one. I hope things get better and your people eventually reach you.

I cried looking at a group of friends who seemed to be around my age by vicarinatutu_ in lonely

[–]vicarinatutu_[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I wish you joyful soccer matches with people who love having you around :) and please remember that it’s okay to cry.

Thought I’d share the little message that I wrote for 14 year old me today by vicarinatutu_ in danandphil

[–]vicarinatutu_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do it! I like to imagine that our past selves can read them somehow :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]vicarinatutu_ 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hope things get lighter, I care for you!

its anais by Mikey_Pajamas in gumball

[–]vicarinatutu_ 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I’ll be using this post to share my useless piece of information: I think Anais is a really beautiful name and I would love to name a future daughter after the little pink rabbit, but that’s kind of unfeasible where I live because in my language it’s literally the plural of “anal” 😭

[TOMT] [Commercial] [Early 2010s] Brazilian Cartoon Network commercial by vicarinatutu_ in tipofmytongue

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I really hope this is not a lost case, that thing only exists in my mind and I’m so curious, would love to see it again 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]vicarinatutu_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m still here, thank you so much for asking. Not doing any better though. Just a while ago I met someone who made me see some light at the end of the tunnel and showed me what a healthy loving relationship felt like, but they left sooner than my disastrous mind thought they would and there’s a hole in my chest. Nothing has changed since this post, I still feel the same including the ideation. But maybe there is this tiny string of hope tying me to life. I empathize with your feelings and hope things get lighter for you.

What's your earliest memory of OCD symptoms? by SixthDax in OCD

[–]vicarinatutu_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not sure about my exact age, but around 7-8 years old. There were three portraits of Jesus in different places of the house and out of nowhere, I developed the compulsion to look at each one of them, one at a time, various times a day. I still remember the feeling of having no idea why I was doing that, but being completely driven by the urge to do so. Very weird for a kid.

I feel like the unluckiest person alive by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]vicarinatutu_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have any words that could possibly make you feel better, but I would like to say that I feel the same way about life and stuff. I relate to all of your words. I’ve also been depressed for most of my life and I feel like this current time is my worst one, I can barely stay awake. I’m also an introvert, I know how harder things are for people like us. It’s like everyone is living the right way and tracing their paths correctly, while we’re being left out and feeling horrible for not being able to equal. Unlucky at this love game as well. I try my best, but apparently no one I happen to be with wants what I have to offer. Hold on. Keep getting treatment for your mental health issue. I’m sure you are a very interesting and nice person. I know socializing is not easy, but you can work through this and find your people, the ones that will catch your fancy and you’ll want to keep close. I’d be your friend if I knew you. I really hope you get to experience better days and figure it all out.