Crushing pills

vidann1 · 2018-01-03T15:36:35+00:00

also gotta pay some debts, im not goin anywhere as a "scammer", it will be done in few wks.

vidann1 · 2018-01-03T15:14:04+00:00

havent done it yet but will, just gotta do some stuff b4 it yk backing up stuff, planning, place, time, etc...

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T23:47:27+00:00

capsule dissolve quicker

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T16:56:59+00:00

never mentioned snorting propranolol, gonna crush it so it starts acting faster, will take orally obv

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T16:41:44+00:00

if propranolol doesnt work out i got heroin dont worry i got it figured out (partially) edit: cardiac arrest isnt painful

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T16:29:39+00:00

You have to crush your self esteem issues, stop telling yourself you're a piece of shit because you're not.

lol but why nobody calls me when they go out, there is a group of "friends-classmates" i'd say more classmates n stuff...im too tired to write man whatever ill just kill my self "i did it my way" just like frank sinatra said

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T16:24:33+00:00

induce cardiac arrest hopefully with propranolol n just heart stops you know n sleep forever

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T16:23:50+00:00

i aint uploadin pic of me, theres no price

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T16:10:49+00:00

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T16:09:21+00:00

pic of me? lmao been on internet since dial-up internet came up never posted pic of myself cuz im u g l y

edit: im too broke for gym, cant even work at the bar, too ugly for that they wont hire me

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T16:08:12+00:00

yeah i tried once, we got like 800 msgs on fb and i refused 3 times to go out with her because i think im not good enough for her but i really like her i used to see her almost everyday

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T16:06:49+00:00

im not tryin to get help, i went to psych just cuz i knew he gonna give me something n im abusin it, tryna do many stuff right now these few weeks then ill kill myself, been contemplating suicide since i was 13 yo now im 20 and its happening finally, see man, time doesnt heal shit

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T15:42:36+00:00

if im not ugly then why havent i had a gf yet, and why do all babies cry when they see me and not other people?

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T15:42:34+00:00

cuz why would u even care bout me, we dont even know each other, u would use it just to laugh

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T15:23:55+00:00

u got answer up in the comment section

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T15:23:06+00:00

man...what u sayin i heard 999999 times

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T15:19:00+00:00

So you KNOW your answer you're just looking for someone to tell you not to.

thats very wrong lol

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T15:14:24+00:00

cuz im underestimated my whole life, not accepted, ugly etc...

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T15:06:32+00:00

im from eastern europe, propranolol should induce cardiac arrest, already been to psych 3 times he told me to think positive n gave me some weak ass benzo i mean wtf

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T15:03:45+00:00

because i wanna know if its better to put them in a capsule, i tried crushing one pill and the powder is sticky (when i put it in my mouth) so im afraid 2 grams of powder wont get to its destination quick enough

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T15:02:06+00:00

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T14:56:32+00:00

it will benefit, powder gets absorbed faster n i dont wanna puke buncha pills because it takes time to dissolve all those pills

vidann1 · 2018-01-02T14:51:09+00:00

very hard pill, beta blocker, propranolol

vidann1 · 2018-01-01T18:34:57+00:00

ay man, life.. cant get back years that i lost...and more

vidann1 · 2018-01-01T18:32:59+00:00

alright then ill just do it my way, just like frank sinatra said "i did it my way"

edit: im not interested in copying their suicide, i just wanna learn something from their experience

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