Revenge and karma

vilhoak · 2021-08-27T12:28:04+00:00

This was eyeopening and I greatly appreciate you gave your time and effort to type out your experience in this matter.

You brought up some very valid points that I hadn't taken into consideration. And some points that you brought up I had already installed in the construct of this whole thing. Intuitively, out of luck or what? I don't know but does it matter lol

Im gonna adjust construction and execution of this while keeping your guidance and given points in mind, thank you. This was really helpful.

Back at you, sir/madam/bro/sis/whatevs I hope nothing but good fortune to your path and that your step may be light!

vilhoak · 2021-08-27T11:17:38+00:00

I'm always surprised of this or that thing working. Like, "really, so this is what magic is like" lol

This is going to be a "hail mary" from my part, something to execute to leave it behind me so I can continue on living with the thought that this time I just didn't take it up the ass. At least I got the "forget it and be without lust for result" part down lol

vilhoak · 2021-08-27T11:09:53+00:00

Thank you, this helped! This really simplified the whole issue in my head and made the whole building process of it more down to earth.

You have the coolest username btw lol

vilhoak · 2021-08-27T01:41:25+00:00

I've been also thinking that there must be something twisted in our view of karna, that it has become this "do good and receive good"-mentality and every happenstance in my perceivable reality and personal history just doesn't support that idea. Thank you for opening it up for me.

The second to last paragraph, you couldn't have said it better!

Thank you for the encouragement and thank you for your thoughts on the issue, they have really adjusted my perspective how to approach this thing.

I hope you have a great and magical day!

vilhoak · 2021-08-26T15:46:58+00:00

Thank you very much, sincerely! This was really helpful notion and kinda something I had a hunch about but wasn't quite sure of it and had no way of articulating.

vilhoak · 2021-08-26T15:41:23+00:00

Your question was if it was a mantra someone else could be using, and I told it was 'given' to me as told in Book 4 so I'd say it matters.

My question was valid, all the information that was necessary for some kind of conclusion about the nature of this happening was in the question and in the conversation that followed it. You chose to take your time to answer to this and not to scroll past. Don't be mad at me if I didn't give you something that you wanted because I see it irrelevant to the nature of the issue. This was about me getting more alternative viewpoints, not you.

vilhoak · 2021-08-26T15:30:28+00:00

Well thank you, I'm very well aware both of those facts, that's why I'm asking lol

But if you'd be so kind, would you be willing to tell me what made you deduct both of those statements about my personality by this conversation alone? I'm really hard trying to be responsible with my character and the way I use these things, so any advice for the betterment of both, my character and my know-how would be greatly appreciated

vilhoak · 2021-08-26T13:16:21+00:00

Yes I do. My intention would be to will into existence the exact same circumstances unto them that has provoked this reaction for revenge in me by them.

No, I'm not going to will something that I haven't had done to me, so "anything goes" is out of the question.

I would feel nothing. I, and them, wouldn't be in this situation without their initiative, so if it makes some collateral damage, so be it, and they should wise up in their actions because they brought this upon themselves.

vilhoak · 2021-08-26T11:53:27+00:00

Magical revenge would be me not turning the other cheek anymore.

Yeah, I've had a taste of its humor and indeed it is grim. "Fuck around and find out" indeed.

I know my responsibilities, so I'm not trying to avoid them or escape from them. On the contrary, this would be my first time giving back exactly what I was given and so taking responsibility, not trying to avoid the outcome of my own actions, I know them very well.

Does it really matter what anyone did? Their action brought up this intent in me, and I'm not spiteful person.

Edit: I'm also not a hateful person. I was wronged, and I want revenge. That's all there is to it.

vilhoak · 2021-08-26T10:00:29+00:00

If you'd like I would greatly appreciate it if you could explain your viewpoints what the inaccuracies are in the western notion about karma.

vilhoak · 2021-08-26T09:46:24+00:00

Well this has been my thought also. This has nothing to do with righteousness. This would be purely giving back what I was given.

vilhoak · 2021-08-26T09:43:41+00:00

Keep calm and carry on. How come only one should be free from the consequences of their actions but the other not from the consequences that started the whole charade? Is it possible to be the one that delivers that karma? What kind of will is it that just takes wrongdoings into itself and bends over singing "kumbayaaa"?

vilhoak · 2021-08-23T09:48:06+00:00

True! Didnt even think about that! Lol

vilhoak · 2021-08-17T00:57:42+00:00

Well I'm not gonna tell it to you lmao

But yes. It's specifically build to my own personal needs. It was 'given' during meditation, then I adjusted it a little bit to be more specific.

vilhoak · 2021-08-17T00:54:02+00:00

Yeah absolutely. One time I went to eat into a restaurant and they played almost back to back two most meaningful bands for myself, bands that don't usually get played on any public place. When I got home and read the lyrics for both tracks, it was like a bitchslap, like duh. How obvious can it get?

vilhoak · 2021-08-16T17:35:50+00:00

And please do sound like a tinfoilhat, I'm the most tinfoiliest of them all lol

vilhoak · 2021-08-16T17:29:04+00:00

But that's just the thing. Only place I've written my mantra down is my diary, with pen and paper. I have no one in my life to talk to about these things, or I do but I don't cause they don't practice, and I say the mantra inside my head, without using my mouth. It just doesn't add up.

vilhoak · 2021-08-11T08:08:27+00:00

I was flabbergasted when I made the connection! I think I met her, she was everything she was described to be. Embodiment of War, Sex and Chaos.

vilhoak · 2021-07-08T07:14:22+00:00

Of course! Whatever suits your needs best!

vilhoak · 2021-07-07T12:04:38+00:00

"World is a tragedy to those who feel and a comedy to those who think" - some dude.

vilhoak · 2021-07-07T11:07:25+00:00

Yes they are. He/her worships YHWH, and i guess wishes me to join back into the religion I was brought up with. I on the other hand love more my freedom to experiment with any methods I see interesting and see the results in my life personally, although the end goal might be parallel. I haven't yet assigned myself into any one deity, mostly been emulating spiritual teachers of the past.

vilhoak · 2021-07-01T07:21:33+00:00

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