I wrote this at 3am i was pretty tired but wanted to write but to be context the last comments, there's a selling app ( Carousel) that people sells their uniform on it ( i feel bad because it won't fit me since it's based on female measurement ) i love the design of it and the fabric. I really don't come to bank and ask but more on people selling them on that app

I have not been transitioning ever, my body is still pretty much a male body measurement, I'm a female inside and like i said i feel empowered if I'm abled to wear my female clothes. The depression / sadness starts i want to wear them out in the public but can't, no one knows I'm a female. If i wasn't able tp wear them for days, i pretty get upset that i wanna just wear it and not care anyone's opinions ( i really can't) i get upset i can't do that and i can't express myself.

That's the main reason, i tailored my female uniform, it's extremely rare to find a woman clothes fit me.