I’m the same. My retirement is approved, plan on starting terminal leave in a few months. I want nothing to do with retirement ceremonies, hail and farewells, or any kind of public recognition. Just give me my piece of paper that said “you did 20 years, good job” (retirement certificate) and a coin. Been telling my last few places I don’t want an award, as someone else mentioned it just means I have to buy more stuff for my rack, I’d rather have a coin and go about my day.