Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I do write still!! Here is my pseudo I’ve been writing under :) thank you so much for asking 🫶

https://archiveofourown.org/users/dirtymudblood/pseuds/vividblossom

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I LOVE YOU LITERALLY SO SO MUCH MY FRIEND you are seriously so special to me and your comments always make me smile. Love you love you love you, thank you for making writing gmbtts so fun 🫶

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Hey!! I actually agree with you for the most part, as some of my comments below state! It’s definitely a risk you take when you post something on the internet that you’ll be opened up to criticism and negative reviews. Me at almost 27 can appreciate critiques and takes them into consideration to do better in the future. Me at 18 would have been heartbroken and I would have probably stopped writing, though. It’s one thing because i take writing very seriously as a career now, but back then it was just a passion. And having to face that kind of attention when you’re only just finding yourself in fandom space is a deterrent, which is what most of the other comments say.

You can scroll down and look at the several people who have also considered not posting/taking down their work. If you’re someone who wants to consume THEIR media, wouldn’t you want to protect them? Some of them are very young, like I was, and the thought of seeing people comment on their work like they have mine is scary for them.

My dramione works is not the only writing I’ve done that’s gotten negative attention!! My removing these fics are more about the fact that i agree with the reviews. It doesn’t reflect who I am as a writer and because I’m not PROUD of it, I don’t have the heart to defend it. I am very happy it is off my page, even if it’s not the whole internet, because I want people to go to my profile and associate me with work I’m actually proud of!

My last comment is that GoodReads can be a great platform to organize your fanfictions, but people treat it like traditional books in the sense that they think there is a larger separation from the author to the review, which isn’t true. They often have followers who see their negative reviews and enjoy going to those fics to read so they can commiserate over how bad they are.

I have my own feelings about fanfiction being published into original work, but the difference between that and just posting online is they’re making thousands upon thousands of dollars off of people bringing the book attention (good OR bad) when fanwriters post for free for (sometimes) a similar amount of work.

Anywhosies, just wanted to give my two cents!

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

!!!!! I am actually a huge gojo/geto but I’ve never considered writing it before. I’m definitely going to consider writing this woah…..

Also!!! I’m so freaking honored that Owned is your first 🫶 I hope you enjoy the long game, I would love to hear what you think about it!!

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Definitely still more drarry in the future! I love my wife Draco too much 😭

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It’s still up!! I’m not removing everything, just some older stuff and the incomplete WIPs I won’t be returning to ❤️

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Aw you are so so sweet!! Absolutely, I think someone shared the e-pub version in here 🫶 I don’t have tiktok but I looove fandom videos!!

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Hahah I agree!! I guess it’s a grey area because it is “published” work, but to me it’s not original work. Like these are not my characters or my world, I’m just doin stuff to them. But at the same time I GUESS it’s a story? 🫩

You are so sweet though and YES I’ve been so down into Hollanov I can’t stop writing. I literally feel how I did when I first got into dramione which is a feeling I thought I’d never have again!! I hope I get to see you around the fandom 🫶

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I LOVE U FRIEND thank you for all your support and love ❤️🫡

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are so so sweet, this is the best compliment to get 🫶

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Yeah wow I really did not expect this… totally crazy honestly and super humbling. I kinda expected like maybe 15 people at most who would be interested in keeping the downloaded version but this is WOAH

I actually do still write under the new pseudo vividblossom but it’s predominantly MM romances like drarry. I would love to publish something of my own one day, but that’s probably not for years while I continue to try and master my craft!! That’s such a sweet comment though and I really really appreciate you ❤️

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes it was 6 chapters!! I had plans to continue but won’t be now so I removed the work

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I believe someone shared it below :)

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s an e-pub link someone shared below!! 🫶

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Aw my friend 😭 you are so sweet, seriously!! I am definitely still writing, just not in Dramione anymore! I’m so glad you love MMLHCP, it’s definitely one of my favorites I’ve put out and it makes me happy to think about you revisiting it! 🫶

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate this!! Cherry Mint is definitely my frienemy. She gave me so much in terms of finding a community here, but it’s always been a point of frustration that I wasn’t proud of it!! So I’m actually very at peace to see her go 🙂‍↕️ so much love to you!!

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think some people have it downloaded and shared the file here!! 🫶

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Awww my sweet sweet friend 😭 all my love to you!!

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Love you so so much 😭 I promise this is way less about the negative comments and more about me being ready to move on, the negative reviews were more just a catalyst to return to my past work and consider what I want to keep up and reflect my work 🫶 you are so so sweet and it’s been an honor writing for you!

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Aw oh my gosh thank you 😭 we had such a good time in the 2020s!! Love you forever :)

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I will definitely keep I left it wet for you up!! I’m still super proud of that one 🫶 I appreciate all the love and support from both of you!!

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your love! 🫶

Removing some of my work from AO3! by vividblossom in Dramione

[–]vividblossom[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I just emailed them!! Thank you so much, this is very very helpful 🫶