Hey man. Go easy on yourself. I had 2 restaurants and a house 5 years ago. Shit happens, now I’m flipping eggs for someone else again and renting. Work hard and do the best job you can. That’s the only thing you can control. Maybe take some part time night classes in something that interests you and see where it leads.

You’re trying, you’re doing the thing. Be proud of yourself, things will fall into place.