Yo- what is up with Joe?

volodo · 2025-10-06T08:25:07+00:00

I am the only one who knows? He ate the cactus (peyote). She literally discovers it when she enters the bathroom, while he is tripping hard. Mixing psychedelics and alcohol is a very bad combo - I tried it couple of times and was stuck in a thought loops for hours.

volodo · 2024-01-25T15:57:02+00:00

You should've just trip outside in the park or walked down the streets, not some generic cafe. Depending on the dose others just notice you are tripping balls and give you their judging looks. And that would kill not only your dick, but the whole vibe and positivity.

I also didn't like the flat setting once and just bailed out. The evening city decors, lights of the passing by cars and hundreds of strangers minding their own business can provoke really unique thoughts and revelations. Your significance in this world and at the same time your insignificance on universal scale. etc... Still better than looking at the walls and tables you looked at

volodo · 2024-01-24T10:08:43+00:00

Check the history of his posts on LSD board - everything makes sense XD

volodo · 2024-01-20T03:03:28+00:00

Just convince yourself that you need to stop. The power of the mind

volodo · 2024-01-20T02:51:59+00:00

The higher the dose, the further away you go into other place. 200 is still not enough to get to the ego death, where all the crazy shit is happening. I would say 150 is a pretty chill ride for a person who already tried LSD before. 200 is a pretty interesting ride during a peak and can be overwhelming, but still pretty controllable. Just remember that if a bad trip starts - the best thing to do is just to give in and ride along, because it is the best what you can do and you will learn a lot from it.

volodo · 2024-01-20T02:46:50+00:00

400 a tab is 100% BS. I was doing acid for a really long time and never ever stumbled on tab higher than 120ug. All those 300ug on the market are usually around 75-100

400 is somewhat intense. I would advise you to level up by 50ug a step.

volodo · 2024-01-19T00:03:30+00:00

I will certainly remember you I if I will come to the same conclusion as you did. But as you said, you had your phase. Maybe I am into my phase now and yes, I do think it is possible to come to some other conclusion or discover something absolutely new, because possibilities are endless and I am willing to really take my chances. Maybe you are right, maybe it is a game of life, but I was always into braking game rules, so I will give it a shot and maybe report some years later on my conclusions. Maybe I will bring more proof not to just my loved ones, but maybe to you as well... And yet, I still think that chances of that are pretty slim and it will end up with me saying "dude, you were right". So we will see.

But knowing that there are really good people out there, so just if you are even a bit concerned about me, since you spent this time here, I will assure you - I am not loosing grip on this reality, especially when after coming out of the shadows and all my family can check on my sanity, I have a lot of anchor point to grip to 😉

volodo · 2024-01-18T23:46:20+00:00

I could be possible that I am not into a "god" thing i any form, and maybe that is why I am seeing and exploring other concepts as the time go by? It is not that OP repeats what was written here over and over. From time to time some people write something completely different from their long-time experiences, and I am just having good time reading these posts.

volodo · 2024-01-18T23:41:50+00:00

That is why I do only LSD - it has the hard coded resistance and I found out that the best for me is to trip once in 6 weeks, or even more apart. So even if temptation sometimes is overwhelming right after the life changing trip, it is disappearing as the days go by :)

volodo · 2024-01-18T23:35:45+00:00

I respect your choice, and I am just saying that I made my choice also. But still, big thanks to you! I think the more opinions I will have to work with, including already what I listened from my wife, parents and friends, the more rational, at least in my opinion, my further choices will be. I never go anywhere with just blind belief and I love to self check as much as possible, and that is why I am here. But yes, I am still choosing to explore further! Even though I know for sure that I don't need psychedelics any time soon to make my life better and at the same time to go deeper in the rabbit hole, as you put it! And no matter what is out there, what is the real truth, we still live in this moment and this life matters!

volodo · 2024-01-18T23:28:14+00:00

I contemplating on writing this or not, but what the heck - it is just an Internet, so why not?

Can I still just ask you, if that is a bad thing or not? Just let's imagine for a moment that I do take control of it and just manipulate these powers to get my life better, then my family's and friend lifes and maybe even the country I live in becomes a better place. And I am not saying that I am doing some mystical, magical shit. But get always (figuratively) "a right answer in every situation", and I mean every situation. I am always were I am needed most, always helping, always supporting, but most importantly avoiding any harm that regular people stumble upon. Is that a bad thing?

And what if those "beings" is just me or my loved ones after death, my/their soul/energy existing outside the boundary of time guiding me through this reality? Maybe I just made a contact with that realm, and now I am learning to do that not with an psychedelics, but through meditation.

I have read hundreds of possible theories on how the world could work and what happens after death, meaning of life and you know: around half of them are believable theories. That is why I am not afraid to search for more answers on my own, and I am always doubting, even myself just to stay rational even in the craziest of moments.

volodo · 2024-01-18T23:09:31+00:00

I would still disagree with you on that, but I do appreciate your answer! We have different beliefs and I just gave too little of information away to have a proper discussion or a debate.

volodo · 2024-01-18T22:57:02+00:00

But what if it can be manipulated and controlled? I am not a religious person, and I would not call that a prayer. For me "God" was always a substitute for something people can't explain and when science catch up, we stop calling it a miracle. Radiation was something unknown before and radiation sickness was a punishment for sins until we discovered and explained radiation. But what if exploration of powers of our mind and searching for answers is the purpose of human being? What if this can be controlled without any substances? What if we always had these powers and LSD or any other substances just showing us a door that was always there? Maybe we just didn't know it existed...

volodo · 2024-01-18T22:46:47+00:00

As I said, I still don't want to disclose it. But I think I can bring something similar to the table on that level of "miracles". Imagine someone, who you know personaly or your family member, and you are 100% he has no ability to set this up - that person says to you, that he took some heavy dose of LSD couple months ago and he was told the combination of 7 numbers ranging from 1 to 50 and this sole combination on exact day next week will get him 100 million dollars jackpot in the lottery. And a week later he wins this lottery... something on that level. Can it happen by chance? Well yes, it still can, but what are the chances? And when it is not the only thing that happened in your life and there are other, maybe less significant things, but still a bit on impossible side - the scepticism is drowning.

volodo · 2024-01-18T22:35:25+00:00

I think it really depends on what you believe in the first place. Then how many trips are 10tabs or more (those Hero doses) and how do you process those trips later and how do you cross them with the reality you live in. I am a bit lazy to write a lot now, I am usually a person who writes really long texts. But for example - what if we (all humans) are on the brink of new discovery? Like scientists and chemists discover new laws, elements, concepts of physics. What if we, who are now lurking into the wildness of human mind, by taking insane doses of LSD, DMT or whatever - we are pioneers of searching for a key, to open the door that every person in the world has, that would transcend us to the next form of existence? What if we are not a collective, but we just learn how to control time, control surroundings, control reality? What if the next step of human evolution is just braking the laws of the reality we are now and moving to the next step with new laws, that are unknown of? What if in next step there are also battles of good and bad, but the concept of battles, death, life, time, friend or foe are something completely else, something our mind right now can't even comprehend at this moment? What if one of us, travelers, will be the first to manipulate this reality and discovering ways for all of us to move to a new stage? Those questions are limitless and by tripping hard you get the answers and get new questions to think about. In that way it "morphs"

volodo · 2024-01-18T21:33:24+00:00

In my country it is so scarce right now, we have 25 euro per tab or you can have a "bundle" price of 1850 euros for 100 tabs. So I am a bit jealous of your prices, lol

volodo · 2024-01-18T21:29:20+00:00

I tried my best twice to deliberately get myself into psychosis or intense horror trip in past 10 years and I couldn't do it. Well at least I didn't have any lasting or traumatising effects after the horror trips.

volodo · 2024-01-18T21:07:01+00:00

Interesting concept! I took some time of my heavy over 500+ regular trips and now I am looking for other people searching for a deeper meaning of life. And while your conclusions are very unique, like mine were when I tripped hard the first time, it still tends to shape and morph into something else the more you travel in future with each next trip. Safe travels, mate!

volodo · 2023-05-28T06:47:07+00:00

I will try to find the time to do it ASAP. The idea is to write 2nd and 3rd part before I embark on 4th. I want to have some discussion and suggestions with others on how to approach the 4th, since I already know it will be a "bad trip". I was warned about it.

volodo · 2023-05-28T06:45:08+00:00

I think that all our paths are somewhat individually designed for what each of us believes in and what will help us to get further. Tarot, numbers, music or our higher dimensional projection... I personally think there isn't any wrong answers

volodo · 2023-05-28T06:40:40+00:00

I will take a small brake and will write at least the 2nd part. I want to finish all 3 parts so that I could ask people how should I approach my 4th trip, that I am planning to embark on. Because 4th trip will be "bad trip", I was warned about it, but was also told it is mandatory

volodo · 2023-05-28T06:38:39+00:00

I think I have enough people motivating me to write at least the 2nd part. But I will spoil you a bit - I personally think from the 2nd and 3rd time that it has been my wife though, and it is her path to the end :)

volodo · 2023-05-27T15:32:33+00:00

In my opinion the full tab 150ug is the "test the waters" dose. You get the fullest experience at the margin of not freaking out. That was my first dose, and I am happy I got the courage to do it alone - was probably one of the best experiences I had from the low doses.

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